The Dir En Grey tour was over pretty soon. They headed back to japan, but Shinya was deep in thought. More than usual. As Sayuri was not in the boys near he looked at Die and Toshiya. They knew what he would ask. "Have you been serious.... I mean... ummm.... the threesome with Sayuri. Did you really do it?" Shinya flushed as he said that. Toshiya now smiled and shoke his head. "No, we only teased her. She didn't want it, so we just kissed and touched her. Thats about it." the shy japanese felt better now, glad he was the only one for his girl. He hoped so. The young man had so many plans, there was too much on his mind. So many things he wanted to do together with the love of his life. Sayuri came in and smiled as she saw the boys. She sat down in a corner, away from Diru and read a book. Shinya smiled softly and had a new idea. He loved her more than everything and everyone else. "Boys, I gotta go. I have some important things to do." said the youngest and walked away. "Did you see the lovely and big smile on his face? I really wanna know what he's planning." murmured Die and looked over to Sayuri. She looked so adorable and he wanted to kiss her, but he couldn't. They all gave Shinya the promise not to touch her. "And Totchi, why did you lie about the threesome? You know that it happened." asked Die but his bandmate only grinned.
The boys were in a conversation and didn't notice that Sayuri joined them "Where did Shinny go?" asked the beautiful girl with a curious look on her face. They all shrugged. "He went away, not telling us what he was up to." the girl looked puzzled for a moment and finally smiled. She whispered that was so typical and leaned against Die. He was nervous now, not knowing what to do. The others giggled cause their bandmate had a funny look on his face and couldn't sit still. Sayuri noticed what was wrong, took his face in her hands and smiled at him. "Die, you can do everything that you would do with a good friend. Don't be so shy and put your arm around me." He nodded with a now flushed face, slung his arm around her waist and pulled her closer. It was hard for him to resist. She listened to the conversation between Kyo and Kao but it was still hard for her to understand japanese. It was so bothering and annoying. Die had an idea. He wanted to spend some time alone with the girl and knew now how to do that. "Sayuri, ummm, can I ask you something?" Die flushed a bit and they walked to another corner so the others couldn't listen in. "What is it Die?" asked the girl curious, especially cause his face was so red. "Can I draw you? I mean, ummm, you know.... nevermind." he was about to stand up but Sayuri grabbed his hand and pulled him back down. She smiled softly and said that was a nice idea. She would love it.
Later at Dies place he made everything ready for the drawing. Sayuri was not there yet but he wanted to impress her. He knew Shinya would make the next step soon so he haven't had alot time to get the girl back. As it finally knocked on the door he became nervous. Die opened and looked at Sayuri. She wore a wonderful summer dress, it was short and completely showed her cute side. The girl looked stunning and he breathed in deeply. "You look.... very.... cute.." stuttered the blackhaired while Sayuri walked in and smiled. He brang her to the living room and she grinned. She never thought Die would have such a romantic decorated room. The both looked at each other and smiled. They flushed about the fact that he would draw Sayuri. Die had so many ideas how he could draw her, but he would love to make something naughty. Or at least something where she showed more skin. The girl looked at Die with a now serious face to make him nervous. Meanwhile she put her little bagpack to the ground and faced him again. "I know how you would love to draw me but I'm not showing everything Die. So I picked some of my best things." he put everything out of the bagpack and flushed. Everything looked very sexy. He picked a black satin corsage and looke at Sayuri. "Take this here, I would love to see you in it." She nodded picked a bottom that fits and told Die to turn his back to her. He heard how the dress fell to the ground and his hands shivered. It was hard to resist not to look at her now. But he held on. "Okay, I'm done." said the girl and Die turned so fast around that he lost control and tripped over his own feet. As he fell to the ground it was very embarrassing but Sayuri giggled, reached him the hand and helped him up. He looked deep in her eyes and also took her other hand. "You are gorgeous." whispered the bad boy in her ear and she stopped breathing for a moment as she felt his breath in her neck. Die softly kissed her neck but turned around in the next moment to stop it. "Damn, that so hard to resist." whispered the gorgeous japanese and told Sayuri how he wanted to draw her. He layed her down on the sofa and helped her until it looked perfect. While he drew the girl he looked in her big blue eyes whenever the moment was perfect. The look on her face made him weak and he had to close his eyes and breathe in deeply. "Gosh," murmured Die and continued. It took him two hours to finish the draw and Sayuri was happy as she was able to move. "That was hard work not to move." giggled the girl and stood up. She gave Die a sign and he turned around. But this time he couldn't resist. He walked over to the girl and helped her to open the corsage. With a flushed face she stood there and held the corsage so it couldn't fall to the ground. "Die please, turn around." whispered Sayuri and so he did. It took her a bit longer to get dressed cause she always had an eye on the japanese, afraid he would turn around in the wrong moment but nothing happend. She looked at the draw and smiled. It was wonderful. "That impresses me now, Daisuke." said the girl and he was happy to hear her say his realy name. It gave him butterflies. He put it to the side and wrapped his arms around the girls waist. She closed her eyes in hope he only wanted to hug her but she was wrong. The girl stroke over his hands and Die kissed her neck again. He slowly moved one hand down, stroke over her leg and pulled the dress a bit up. Die couldn't control his feelings anymore and turned the girl around to face her. As their eyes met he felt the weakness, stroke her cheek with his fingertips and pulled her closer. Die leaned in for a kiss but Sayuri was too nervous and looked down to the ground, breathing hard. "We can't do that and you know it, Daisuke." she was right but he couldn't stop. "I know, you and Shinya are in a relationship, ne?" but Sayuri only looked at him. "The last time we talked about it we decided that we don't wanna be in a serious relationship now. So we are still single, somehow." damn, that was one thing she didn't wanna tell him. Die grinned now, even though they all said she is Shinyas girl they were not in a relationship now. But he remembered something that his bandmate said as he called his mum. He talked with her about a plan, mentioned roses, candles and a dinner and now he knew what Shinny was about to do. Die let the girl go for now.
After they had a nice dinner together Sayuri flushed and looked at Die. "Ummm, can I take a shower?" she shyly looked down and the japanese smiled. He touched her hand and said "Sure, beautiful angel." she nodded and walked over to the bathroom. Die noticed that she let the door open and followed her. He stepped in as he saw Sayuri standing infront of the mirror. She had a sad look on her face. Die walked over to her and just as he wanted to kiss her cheek she turned her head. Their lips touched and the beautiful japanese wrapped his arms around the girl. Now he definitely didn't want to stop anymore. So he slowly moved his hands up and stroke her arms up to the shoulders, without breaking the kiss. He wiped the straps from her dress to the side and it slipped to the ground. Just as the girl was about to break the kiss he pulled her close again and took her breath away with more passionate kisses. Sayuri had a funny feeling and couldn't resist. She removed Dies shirt and as she unbuttoned his pants he helped her to remove the rest of the clothes. Kissing passionately he brang her over to the shower and turned it on. The hot water felt great in this special moment. The japanese pressed his body against Sayuris and pinned her wrists to the wall so she couldn't move. He kissed and bit her neck up to her lips. Die wanted that girl and would do everything to be naughty with her. Just as they were about to get laid he heard someone knock on the door. He remembered that Toshiya wanted to pick the girl up to bring her home. "Thats so annoying." said Sayuri upset as Die got out of the shower. He looked at her and wanted to go back but Totchi knocked again, knowing someone was there. Die pulled on his pants, still wet and opened the door. "Come back later, I'm busy." but Totchi didn't care and stepped in. He sat down on the sofa in the living room and grinned. "I know what you were about to do. She is waiting for you in the bathroom, ne?" he giggled, looked at his bandmate and barely saw him nod. "Can I finish what we started before you bring her home?" said Die annoyed and turned around as Sayuri came in. Her hair was still wet and her dress soaked in the water that dripped down. Without saying a word Die lifted her up to his waist and walked over to the bedroom with her. "We should end what we started." said the bad boy, removed all their clothes and moved on. It was a pleasure for him to feel the girl so close again and he was happy that Toshi didn't join them this time. He wanted Sayuri all for himself. As he saw her enjoying him so much he felt the butterflies again and kissed her.
Toshi couldn't sit still as he heard the moans. So he walked to the bedroom and listened on the door. Totally hyper and giggly he was about to open the door but Die would kill him. So he walked back, chewed on his fingernails and waited until they finally came over to him. Sayuri grabbed her bagpack and looked at Toshi. "Can we go now?" said the girl with a serious face and kissed Die one last time. He had the feeling that was the last chance, pulled her close again and made out with her for some more minutes. Toshiya finally grabbed Sayuris hand and walked away with her.
Die only stood there, thought about what happened and sat down on the sofa. "Damn, what did I do?" whispered the japanese and his mind slowly cleared. He knew it was wrong but this girl made him lose his mind. He felt guilty and grabbed his mobile phone.
Shinya was just done with decorating his apartment and smiled. He did a good job, everything looke romantic and just perfect. He was sure that Sayuri was the right girl. Die called. He answered and sat down. Die told him what happened and that he was sorry. He was about to fall for Sayuri and couldn't resist but Shinya only smiled. He knew his bandmate was afraid that the girl would be the one who gets all the stress in the end but Shinny said everythings okay. They were not in a relationship right now, but they would be soon. "I don't like that thought, but none of us made something wrong. I can't be angry with you Die. But never do that again, from now on." said the blonde japanese and his bandmade promised. After some minutes they quitted the call and Shinya looked out of the window. As he saw Sayuri he was totally nervous and hyper. Totchi waved at him before he drove away. Shin opened the door and before he let Sayuri in he said, she don't needs an excuse for the things that happened with Die. He already talked with him and now the girl sighed with relief. Her eyes widened as she stepped in and saw roses and candles everywhere. Her heart beated faster now as Shinya took her hand and brang her to the kitchen. The dinner was almost done and the girl sat down on a chair. She couldn't stop smiling anymore. Shinya served the dinner and while they ate it was very quiet. None of them knew what to say at this moment. Sayuri thought it was only a nice gesture from the beautiful japanese but never thought what would happen next. After dinner Shinya stood up took Sayuris hand and kneeled down infront of her. Now her eyes widened, she felt all excited and looked at the beautiful japanese. "I know we decided not to be in a relationship, but with every day I spent more time with you I had the feeling I could never live without you anymore...." the girl tried not to cry. The japanese continued, showed her with only a few words how much he loved her. He picked up a rose and as he finally proposed he showed a beautiful silver ring. Shinny looked deep in the blue eyes, waited patient for an answer and saw the tears in Sayuris eyes. She couldn't get a word out and it was hard to move but to give him an answer she kissed him gentle and slung her arms around his neck. They stood up and smiled with flushed faces. "I love you Shinny." whispered the girl and he replied. The both stood there in silence and enjoyed the moment as long as possible. They wished the time would just stop.
It was a wonderful day for them and they knew how to make everything perfect. Kissing passionately they went to the bedroom and again Sayuris eyes widened, she was surprised about all the rose petals on the floor and the bed. "You really planned every little detail and you forgot nothing." giggled the girl and Shinya felt proud. He layed Sayuri down on the bed, they cuddled and kissed and got into it way too fast. They forgot about one important thing as they got laid, but none of them cared. This evening was just perfect and the both would never forget it.
The sisters went out for shopping. Sayuri smiled the whole time and MG was curious about what happened. "Did Die do anything, or Toshiya? Or has Kao had the nerves to ask you out?" she had thousand questions and looked at her elder sister who still smiled lovely. She slowly shoke her head and took MGs hands. "Shinya proposed to me." whispered the blonde girl and MGs eyes widened. She slung her arms around her sister, kissed her cheek and was totally excited and hyper. "Omg, he really did that? I thought he was too shy to get the words out." They celebrated it and ate lunch in a expensive restaurant. Sayuri told her sister everything what happened last night and they giggled about it. They couldn't believe this was true.
In the next two months the girls did everything together and their boys had no chance to be alone with one of them. They all sat together in a bandmeeting with the manager and Shinya always looked over to Sayuri. He noticed that she ate much more than usual, even now while she read a book she always grabbed some pieces apple. Just as Die wanted to take the last piece she slapped his hand and stole it. "Thats mine." said the girl quiet and smiled. She finally stood up and walked over to the kitchen to get more fruits. Cause the boys had no chance to eat something she gave them a bit but she took the most for herself. MG looked thoughtful at her sister and grinned. She whispered in her ear they must talk and walked out. "Did you already notice how much you eat at the moment? And that you feel sick every morning?" asked the little one and Sayuri leaned against the wall. She looked to the ground and nodded. "I think I'm pregnant. That scares me." the blonde girl had tears in her eyes and looked at her sister. She hugged her and said they should do a test to be sure about it but Sayuri shoke her head. "What else could it be? I feel that there is something." whispered the girl and walked back in after she wiped a tear away. MG giggled and looked happy but tried to be normal when the boys were around. She noticed that Shinny already had an eye on his girl and she knew he would probably find out what was wrong.
It took Sayuri one more month to decide that she wanted to tell Shinya, finally. It was warm weather outside so the girls decided to walk a bit. "MG I thought about everything. Later after the Diru concert I'll talk with Shinya and tell him that I'm pregnant." the girls didn't notice that someone listened in to their conversation. It was a reporter and now the rumours would go around. The guy walked away a little bit and took some photos from the girls before he left. He got what he wanted after he followed the girls for some months now. The sisters spent the rest of the day in a park and walked over to the concert hall in the evening. They smiled as they saw the boys and hugged them. Without one more word Sayuri sat down and started eating the snacks on the table. The look on her face was stubborn in some way, but very cute. They all looked at her and to MG. "What happend?" asked Toshiya and chuckled. But he got no answer. They had to go on stage and Shinya was worried about his girl. She avoided him more with every day. There was just something wrong and he had to figure out the problem. After the concert he looked around but Sayuri was nowhere to find. "Where is your sister, MG? I need to talk with her, she just tries to avoid me all the time." the girl smiled and showed to the next room. "She wanted to talk with you too, but is afraid of it. She tried to tell you in the last few weeks." giggled MG and Shinya walked to his girl. He took her in his arms, kissed her forehead an lifted her chin up to look in her eyes. She cried. "I'm sorry that I avoided you, darling. There's just one thing that scares me." he looked confused. The girl took his hand and slowly stroke with it over her belly to let him know what her problem was. "Are you serious?" asked the shy japanese and smiled as she nodded. He wiped her tears away and sais they would go through it together. He kissed her gentle to let her know everything was okay. The both felt great now, knowing they would be parents in a few months. Sayuri finally smiled. "But please don't tell the others." said the girl and they walked back to the Diru boys.
Already on the next day the rumours showed up about Shinya and this unknown girl. From now on the reporters all over Japan would try to find out every fact about Sayuri and Shinya was afraid it could stress her too much. Her past was very dark, they would find alot things to talk about and to spread even more rumours. It didn't take those people long to give out more facts and Sayuri was afraid they would find out what her dad did to her. There wer just so many things she never talked about but now everything she tried to forget, some things over years.... all the terrible memories came back.
Written By Sayuri --> Sarah
The boys were in a conversation and didn't notice that Sayuri joined them "Where did Shinny go?" asked the beautiful girl with a curious look on her face. They all shrugged. "He went away, not telling us what he was up to." the girl looked puzzled for a moment and finally smiled. She whispered that was so typical and leaned against Die. He was nervous now, not knowing what to do. The others giggled cause their bandmate had a funny look on his face and couldn't sit still. Sayuri noticed what was wrong, took his face in her hands and smiled at him. "Die, you can do everything that you would do with a good friend. Don't be so shy and put your arm around me." He nodded with a now flushed face, slung his arm around her waist and pulled her closer. It was hard for him to resist. She listened to the conversation between Kyo and Kao but it was still hard for her to understand japanese. It was so bothering and annoying. Die had an idea. He wanted to spend some time alone with the girl and knew now how to do that. "Sayuri, ummm, can I ask you something?" Die flushed a bit and they walked to another corner so the others couldn't listen in. "What is it Die?" asked the girl curious, especially cause his face was so red. "Can I draw you? I mean, ummm, you know.... nevermind." he was about to stand up but Sayuri grabbed his hand and pulled him back down. She smiled softly and said that was a nice idea. She would love it.
Later at Dies place he made everything ready for the drawing. Sayuri was not there yet but he wanted to impress her. He knew Shinya would make the next step soon so he haven't had alot time to get the girl back. As it finally knocked on the door he became nervous. Die opened and looked at Sayuri. She wore a wonderful summer dress, it was short and completely showed her cute side. The girl looked stunning and he breathed in deeply. "You look.... very.... cute.." stuttered the blackhaired while Sayuri walked in and smiled. He brang her to the living room and she grinned. She never thought Die would have such a romantic decorated room. The both looked at each other and smiled. They flushed about the fact that he would draw Sayuri. Die had so many ideas how he could draw her, but he would love to make something naughty. Or at least something where she showed more skin. The girl looked at Die with a now serious face to make him nervous. Meanwhile she put her little bagpack to the ground and faced him again. "I know how you would love to draw me but I'm not showing everything Die. So I picked some of my best things." he put everything out of the bagpack and flushed. Everything looked very sexy. He picked a black satin corsage and looke at Sayuri. "Take this here, I would love to see you in it." She nodded picked a bottom that fits and told Die to turn his back to her. He heard how the dress fell to the ground and his hands shivered. It was hard to resist not to look at her now. But he held on. "Okay, I'm done." said the girl and Die turned so fast around that he lost control and tripped over his own feet. As he fell to the ground it was very embarrassing but Sayuri giggled, reached him the hand and helped him up. He looked deep in her eyes and also took her other hand. "You are gorgeous." whispered the bad boy in her ear and she stopped breathing for a moment as she felt his breath in her neck. Die softly kissed her neck but turned around in the next moment to stop it. "Damn, that so hard to resist." whispered the gorgeous japanese and told Sayuri how he wanted to draw her. He layed her down on the sofa and helped her until it looked perfect. While he drew the girl he looked in her big blue eyes whenever the moment was perfect. The look on her face made him weak and he had to close his eyes and breathe in deeply. "Gosh," murmured Die and continued. It took him two hours to finish the draw and Sayuri was happy as she was able to move. "That was hard work not to move." giggled the girl and stood up. She gave Die a sign and he turned around. But this time he couldn't resist. He walked over to the girl and helped her to open the corsage. With a flushed face she stood there and held the corsage so it couldn't fall to the ground. "Die please, turn around." whispered Sayuri and so he did. It took her a bit longer to get dressed cause she always had an eye on the japanese, afraid he would turn around in the wrong moment but nothing happend. She looked at the draw and smiled. It was wonderful. "That impresses me now, Daisuke." said the girl and he was happy to hear her say his realy name. It gave him butterflies. He put it to the side and wrapped his arms around the girls waist. She closed her eyes in hope he only wanted to hug her but she was wrong. The girl stroke over his hands and Die kissed her neck again. He slowly moved one hand down, stroke over her leg and pulled the dress a bit up. Die couldn't control his feelings anymore and turned the girl around to face her. As their eyes met he felt the weakness, stroke her cheek with his fingertips and pulled her closer. Die leaned in for a kiss but Sayuri was too nervous and looked down to the ground, breathing hard. "We can't do that and you know it, Daisuke." she was right but he couldn't stop. "I know, you and Shinya are in a relationship, ne?" but Sayuri only looked at him. "The last time we talked about it we decided that we don't wanna be in a serious relationship now. So we are still single, somehow." damn, that was one thing she didn't wanna tell him. Die grinned now, even though they all said she is Shinyas girl they were not in a relationship now. But he remembered something that his bandmate said as he called his mum. He talked with her about a plan, mentioned roses, candles and a dinner and now he knew what Shinny was about to do. Die let the girl go for now.
After they had a nice dinner together Sayuri flushed and looked at Die. "Ummm, can I take a shower?" she shyly looked down and the japanese smiled. He touched her hand and said "Sure, beautiful angel." she nodded and walked over to the bathroom. Die noticed that she let the door open and followed her. He stepped in as he saw Sayuri standing infront of the mirror. She had a sad look on her face. Die walked over to her and just as he wanted to kiss her cheek she turned her head. Their lips touched and the beautiful japanese wrapped his arms around the girl. Now he definitely didn't want to stop anymore. So he slowly moved his hands up and stroke her arms up to the shoulders, without breaking the kiss. He wiped the straps from her dress to the side and it slipped to the ground. Just as the girl was about to break the kiss he pulled her close again and took her breath away with more passionate kisses. Sayuri had a funny feeling and couldn't resist. She removed Dies shirt and as she unbuttoned his pants he helped her to remove the rest of the clothes. Kissing passionately he brang her over to the shower and turned it on. The hot water felt great in this special moment. The japanese pressed his body against Sayuris and pinned her wrists to the wall so she couldn't move. He kissed and bit her neck up to her lips. Die wanted that girl and would do everything to be naughty with her. Just as they were about to get laid he heard someone knock on the door. He remembered that Toshiya wanted to pick the girl up to bring her home. "Thats so annoying." said Sayuri upset as Die got out of the shower. He looked at her and wanted to go back but Totchi knocked again, knowing someone was there. Die pulled on his pants, still wet and opened the door. "Come back later, I'm busy." but Totchi didn't care and stepped in. He sat down on the sofa in the living room and grinned. "I know what you were about to do. She is waiting for you in the bathroom, ne?" he giggled, looked at his bandmate and barely saw him nod. "Can I finish what we started before you bring her home?" said Die annoyed and turned around as Sayuri came in. Her hair was still wet and her dress soaked in the water that dripped down. Without saying a word Die lifted her up to his waist and walked over to the bedroom with her. "We should end what we started." said the bad boy, removed all their clothes and moved on. It was a pleasure for him to feel the girl so close again and he was happy that Toshi didn't join them this time. He wanted Sayuri all for himself. As he saw her enjoying him so much he felt the butterflies again and kissed her.
Toshi couldn't sit still as he heard the moans. So he walked to the bedroom and listened on the door. Totally hyper and giggly he was about to open the door but Die would kill him. So he walked back, chewed on his fingernails and waited until they finally came over to him. Sayuri grabbed her bagpack and looked at Toshi. "Can we go now?" said the girl with a serious face and kissed Die one last time. He had the feeling that was the last chance, pulled her close again and made out with her for some more minutes. Toshiya finally grabbed Sayuris hand and walked away with her.
Die only stood there, thought about what happened and sat down on the sofa. "Damn, what did I do?" whispered the japanese and his mind slowly cleared. He knew it was wrong but this girl made him lose his mind. He felt guilty and grabbed his mobile phone.
Shinya was just done with decorating his apartment and smiled. He did a good job, everything looke romantic and just perfect. He was sure that Sayuri was the right girl. Die called. He answered and sat down. Die told him what happened and that he was sorry. He was about to fall for Sayuri and couldn't resist but Shinya only smiled. He knew his bandmate was afraid that the girl would be the one who gets all the stress in the end but Shinny said everythings okay. They were not in a relationship right now, but they would be soon. "I don't like that thought, but none of us made something wrong. I can't be angry with you Die. But never do that again, from now on." said the blonde japanese and his bandmade promised. After some minutes they quitted the call and Shinya looked out of the window. As he saw Sayuri he was totally nervous and hyper. Totchi waved at him before he drove away. Shin opened the door and before he let Sayuri in he said, she don't needs an excuse for the things that happened with Die. He already talked with him and now the girl sighed with relief. Her eyes widened as she stepped in and saw roses and candles everywhere. Her heart beated faster now as Shinya took her hand and brang her to the kitchen. The dinner was almost done and the girl sat down on a chair. She couldn't stop smiling anymore. Shinya served the dinner and while they ate it was very quiet. None of them knew what to say at this moment. Sayuri thought it was only a nice gesture from the beautiful japanese but never thought what would happen next. After dinner Shinya stood up took Sayuris hand and kneeled down infront of her. Now her eyes widened, she felt all excited and looked at the beautiful japanese. "I know we decided not to be in a relationship, but with every day I spent more time with you I had the feeling I could never live without you anymore...." the girl tried not to cry. The japanese continued, showed her with only a few words how much he loved her. He picked up a rose and as he finally proposed he showed a beautiful silver ring. Shinny looked deep in the blue eyes, waited patient for an answer and saw the tears in Sayuris eyes. She couldn't get a word out and it was hard to move but to give him an answer she kissed him gentle and slung her arms around his neck. They stood up and smiled with flushed faces. "I love you Shinny." whispered the girl and he replied. The both stood there in silence and enjoyed the moment as long as possible. They wished the time would just stop.
It was a wonderful day for them and they knew how to make everything perfect. Kissing passionately they went to the bedroom and again Sayuris eyes widened, she was surprised about all the rose petals on the floor and the bed. "You really planned every little detail and you forgot nothing." giggled the girl and Shinya felt proud. He layed Sayuri down on the bed, they cuddled and kissed and got into it way too fast. They forgot about one important thing as they got laid, but none of them cared. This evening was just perfect and the both would never forget it.
The sisters went out for shopping. Sayuri smiled the whole time and MG was curious about what happened. "Did Die do anything, or Toshiya? Or has Kao had the nerves to ask you out?" she had thousand questions and looked at her elder sister who still smiled lovely. She slowly shoke her head and took MGs hands. "Shinya proposed to me." whispered the blonde girl and MGs eyes widened. She slung her arms around her sister, kissed her cheek and was totally excited and hyper. "Omg, he really did that? I thought he was too shy to get the words out." They celebrated it and ate lunch in a expensive restaurant. Sayuri told her sister everything what happened last night and they giggled about it. They couldn't believe this was true.
In the next two months the girls did everything together and their boys had no chance to be alone with one of them. They all sat together in a bandmeeting with the manager and Shinya always looked over to Sayuri. He noticed that she ate much more than usual, even now while she read a book she always grabbed some pieces apple. Just as Die wanted to take the last piece she slapped his hand and stole it. "Thats mine." said the girl quiet and smiled. She finally stood up and walked over to the kitchen to get more fruits. Cause the boys had no chance to eat something she gave them a bit but she took the most for herself. MG looked thoughtful at her sister and grinned. She whispered in her ear they must talk and walked out. "Did you already notice how much you eat at the moment? And that you feel sick every morning?" asked the little one and Sayuri leaned against the wall. She looked to the ground and nodded. "I think I'm pregnant. That scares me." the blonde girl had tears in her eyes and looked at her sister. She hugged her and said they should do a test to be sure about it but Sayuri shoke her head. "What else could it be? I feel that there is something." whispered the girl and walked back in after she wiped a tear away. MG giggled and looked happy but tried to be normal when the boys were around. She noticed that Shinny already had an eye on his girl and she knew he would probably find out what was wrong.
It took Sayuri one more month to decide that she wanted to tell Shinya, finally. It was warm weather outside so the girls decided to walk a bit. "MG I thought about everything. Later after the Diru concert I'll talk with Shinya and tell him that I'm pregnant." the girls didn't notice that someone listened in to their conversation. It was a reporter and now the rumours would go around. The guy walked away a little bit and took some photos from the girls before he left. He got what he wanted after he followed the girls for some months now. The sisters spent the rest of the day in a park and walked over to the concert hall in the evening. They smiled as they saw the boys and hugged them. Without one more word Sayuri sat down and started eating the snacks on the table. The look on her face was stubborn in some way, but very cute. They all looked at her and to MG. "What happend?" asked Toshiya and chuckled. But he got no answer. They had to go on stage and Shinya was worried about his girl. She avoided him more with every day. There was just something wrong and he had to figure out the problem. After the concert he looked around but Sayuri was nowhere to find. "Where is your sister, MG? I need to talk with her, she just tries to avoid me all the time." the girl smiled and showed to the next room. "She wanted to talk with you too, but is afraid of it. She tried to tell you in the last few weeks." giggled MG and Shinya walked to his girl. He took her in his arms, kissed her forehead an lifted her chin up to look in her eyes. She cried. "I'm sorry that I avoided you, darling. There's just one thing that scares me." he looked confused. The girl took his hand and slowly stroke with it over her belly to let him know what her problem was. "Are you serious?" asked the shy japanese and smiled as she nodded. He wiped her tears away and sais they would go through it together. He kissed her gentle to let her know everything was okay. The both felt great now, knowing they would be parents in a few months. Sayuri finally smiled. "But please don't tell the others." said the girl and they walked back to the Diru boys.
Already on the next day the rumours showed up about Shinya and this unknown girl. From now on the reporters all over Japan would try to find out every fact about Sayuri and Shinya was afraid it could stress her too much. Her past was very dark, they would find alot things to talk about and to spread even more rumours. It didn't take those people long to give out more facts and Sayuri was afraid they would find out what her dad did to her. There wer just so many things she never talked about but now everything she tried to forget, some things over years.... all the terrible memories came back.
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