The Kawaii cafe store!

okies so a friend of ours has started her own business we said we can sell her stuff through here until her website is up and running!
she is selling hand made eyepatches,custom t-shirts with lyrics from an cafe and other j-rock band songs aswell as cute things like clouds and others,also she has made some traditonal shcool girl ribbons {ones that they wear at the collar of thier shirts} also if you'd like her to make you your own design eyepatch feel fre to email a pic of your design and she will make it ^_^
pictures of her stuff will be uploaded soon.

Angelique cafe {part5}

"hey so when are rowena and teruki coming back?" worried j-san "we dont know" the girls giggled "hmm" "miku go look for them we still have rowena's shots to take,we also still have to do group photos and a magazine interview then the mag has requested both bands for a photoshoot" "shouted j-san, miku and sayuri both went to look for rowena and teruki.
back in the bathroom rowena got an idea into her head "hey why dont we go back to the shoot with messed up clothes and stuff" giggled rowena "hahaha sure " replied teruki as he messed up rowena's hair and unbuttoned some of her shirt buttons rowena leaned forward and unzipped his trousers and unbuttoned his shirt then stood up and messed his hair then they both walked out of the bathroom just as miku and sauyri were standing there sayuri looked shocked as miku giggled, they all walk back to the shoot only teruki forgot to zip his trousers up and did the whole shoot and interview with it unzipped. during the interview and photoshoots teruki made sure he was always near rowena and miku claimed sayuri to himself,there was one shot rowena would never forget at anytime soon the photographer made teruki grab rowena by her waist and lean her back to bite her neck. at the interview the interviewer asked both band questions one question echoed throug rowena's head the question was "your outfits for angelique cafe who desigend them?"
this is where everyone outside world found out teruki had a crush on rowena.
and the last photoshoot for the mag was an cafe messing around with angelique cafe whilst miku and rowena being the singers did the peace sign...

Angelique cafe {part4}

as rowena giggled at her outfit nana deathglared her and rowena stopped giggling "hey nana it could be worse our outfits could have been chosen by teruki" laughed rowena as aki and sayuri joined in,"hey why is my outfit kinda slutty?" asked rowena "well thats erm because yours WAS chosen by teruki" laughed j-san rowena's face changed like she had been hit with a huge acme waight on her head whilst nana giggled it was the first time anyone had heard nana laugh so they all stare at her "huh" nana blurted out k"so our image is ready so what about the single photoshoot?" asked sweetyukiC
"well we are setting that up as we speak we cna use the An cafe set" laughed j-san
the girls and j-san walked to the set as j-san told them to wiat until an cafe had finished their shots, nana decided to make paper kitty ears but got angry cos she kept folding the paper worn she saked people to help then suddenly she stood up and yelled for rowena "look you have to make these ears now" nana yelled "ok chill no need to yell im stood right next to you" rowena glared she folded the paper into kitty ears pretty quickly and everyone stared at her "what?" asked rowena "it was really easy" she pointed out whilst laughing,then it came time to do individual shots of an cafe so angelique cafe had chances to ask members some questions of course teruki grabbed rowena and miku grabbed sayuri as to be expected whilst nana,aki and sweetyukiC talked to yuki and takuya. teruki held rowena by her waist but rowena pulled away cos miku and everyone were looking, her phone rang but she didnt hear it cos it fell out of her pocket j-san picked it up and handed it to her "hey nice screensaver" he laughed "shh dont tell anyone or else ill have to go ninja on you"joked rowena "lemme guess teruki picture right?" "yes" rowena replied "huh someone say my name" asked teruki in a strange voice "no silly" rowena nervously replied...

Angelique cafe {part3}

As teruki and rowena walk back to the studio,nana was learning keys from yuki,sayuri was staring at miku like she was in a trance,aki was playing with takuya and sweetyukiC was reading,after they spent a few hours messing around rowena decided to go home teruki offered to walk her "sure id like that" smile rowena as they began to leave the studio, it started to rain as they walked home rowena had left her coat at the studio so teruki gave her his "thanks" she giggled "no problem you are too cute to catch a cold" laughed teruki "hmm you think im cute?" asked rowena puzzeld just then he pushed her against a wall and kissed her, rowena began to feel strange so she pushed him aay, "sorry but i cant we have only just met and besides im not that type of girl" laughed rowena they finally get to her apartment "you erm live here?" teruki asked as he looked at the place "yeah its kinda creepy though" laughed rowena as she went inside teruki left his number under her door.
Rowena immediatly calls sayuri "hey you never guess what teruki did?" squeels rowena "ok what did he do?" replied sayuri "he kissed me and said i was cute" laughed rowena "wowies miku said that teruki liked you striaght away from your voice on the demo and when j-san showed them our picture teruki tore you out of it and has had it with him all this time" laughed sayuri "wowies really well erm thats a little creepy but he is really cute too" giggled rowena as she hung up the phone.
the next day J-san got the girls together ro discuss a single release "hmm what about the one nana wrote its upbeat and perfect for this time of year" rowena shouted "yeah" the rest of them shouted"ok so thats the single so how about your image and besides you still need a name" interupted J-san "oh hmm how about Angelique cafe?" replies rowena "yeah ok well use that" laughs j-san. "ok so miku had an idea for your image" replies j-san as he points towards the stck of clothes "ok so nana heres yours,sweetyukiC yours,aki heres yours and sayuri heres yours" he said as he handed out the clothes "erm wheres mine?" asked rowena
"well yours is here buuut" he gave it to her she opened the parcel and gasped "k im gonna try it on" rowena gets changed as do the others and then they line up next to each other.. nana glares at j-san as the rest laugh rowena giggles when she sees her in her outfit...

Angelique cafe {part2}

“is he qualified?” asked sayuri “yes i already manage a band you may have heard of them Antic cafe?” replies J-san “wowies really?” screamed rowena “and you wanna manage us?” nana replies “yes i listend to your demo and loved its and i then showed it to the band and they told me to grab you as soon as” replies j-san whilst he lowered his head,”really you let an cafe listen to it?”asks sauyri shyly “yeah” then he turns and opens the door and in walk an cafe “argh” rowena screamed as she hid in the corner,aki jumped into takuya’s path and scared to poor guy,nana fell silent,sweetyukiC jumped up and down and sayuri sqeeeked, teruki laughed as he said in a funny voice”hi nice to see you” An cafe and the girls looked at teruki strangely and he hid his face “anyway girls you will be in good hands with these boys”laughed kyoji then kyoji left.

“so do you wanna practice with us?” asked miku “s..sure” replied rowena they all went into the practice room,syuri and teruki fought over the pink drumset whilst the others set up but only one mic was set up and miku wasnt giving it up so rowena had to set up her own as she glared at him. Once everyone had set up yuki suggested to practice bonds~kizuna~ the girls didnt really know the song but tried anyway the guys began the song whilst the girls joined in it was magical to watch as miku and rowena were glaring at each other during the whole song afterwards miku jumped onto rowena’s back and giggled as they fell to the floor “what the?” screamed rowena as sayuri picked her up off the floor as nana deathglared miku, “im going to get something to eat” yelled rowena, she walked the dark hallways of the studio to the vending machine teruki thinking it would be funny follwed her until it was really dark then he yelled “boo” rowena fell to the flor and hid her head “what the?” she whispered “owwahh sorry i didnt mean to scare you like that” laughed teruki rowena got up and gently punched teruki in the arm “oww so what do you want to eat?” asked teruki “hmm you” laughed rowena “eh?” exclaimed teruki “kidding geez lighten up” rowena replied “oooh teriyaki potato chips” rowena screamed as she opend the bag and offerd teruki one….

Angelique Cafe {pt1}

It was dark as rowena and her friends had finished at the studio “two weeks we have been recording our demo” screamed rowena “yeah but it sounds really good especialy our cover of smile ichiban iI onna” giigled sayuri, it started to rain so the girls all ran into the nearest cover “hey we just ran into a bar” giggled Aki “wowies” exclaimed rowena she found a table in a corner and they sat waiting for the rain to end. After an hour rowena said goodbye to the girls and walked home,later that week rowena threw a party to celebrate the demo being finished,the band played a few tracks from the demo,rowena the singer,sayuri the drummer,Aki the guitar,sweetyukiC the keyboard and nana the bass! rowena’s phone rang “hello?” she asked “hey its me i need you guys to come to the studio i have something i need to tell you” it was their manager kyoji the band get to the studio and are bundled into a room to wait after a few minutes kyoji walks in “ok so after the completion of your demo i showed it to one of my friends and he loved it,so as yo know i will be leaving soon so i have left you in the hands of my friends,they have promised to take good care of you guys” smiled kyoji as a man walked into the room and bows “hello my name is j-san its nice to meet you” rowena stands and bows her head a little “im rowena its nice to meet you too” “ah yes ive heard about you” j-san said as he winked at her “ok so he will be managing you” interupts kyoji….

Kimiku and Aki's nyappy plan {the end}

meanwhile aki and the others were talking when kanon chirped "hmm wonder if kimiku has fallen yet i mean for miku" yuki replied"no one can resist him he's like a over hyperactive rabbit" kanon and yuki giggled Aki shouted "i wouldnt be so sure she isnt one of those girls she doesnt give in that easily" a few weeks later aki accidentally told miku about kimiku not ever kissed anyone and its her first time so he'd better be carefull and not to hurt her.
A month later miku decided to ask kimiku about how she felt about him and she told him miku grabed kimiku gently and placed her on his lap and gently kissed her lips,kimiku blushed and wanted to pull away but he wouldnt let go of her kimiku felt strange she didnt know what she was feeling just that she wanted him to do more but she couldnt believe it then she did something unexpected she pushed miku down onto the bed and softly kissed his neck and got lower then she stopped and appologized "its ok no need to say sorry i liked it" giggled miku he then pulled her down and lay ontop of her he unbottoned her shirt and kissed her neck he kissed lower and lower until he got to her skirt he gently pulled it down and kissed her gently kimiku moaned silently and moved to get up "are you ok?"asked miku "yeah im ok but please no more" replied kimiku she sat up on the bed and began to giggle miku looked at her she looked back and then she ripped of his shirt and threw it on the floor then she undid his trousers and threw them he gently laid her down and his fingers interlocked with hers and they just looked at each other miku then kissed her gentl on her lips then he gently thrust himself into her....Aki and takuya: takuya blindfolds aki and leads her to his room he then unblindfolds her and takes her by the hand and looks into her eyes whilst nervously shaking "are you ok?" aki asks "yeah im just trying to ask you something" replies a nervous takuya
"ok go ahead" aki replies starting to feel nervous takuya pulls out a little box and opens it "oh seriously?" aki gasps
Takuya shakes and then asks"aki i love you and i wish to spend forever with you erm would you please be my kitten?" aki cries "yes id love to" a few weeks later kimiku and aki meet in a cafe and aki waves her hane "wowies congrats?says kimiku "im so happy for you" aki screams then kimiku joins in the girls giggle as kimiku was jumping she felt sick "are you ok?" asks aki "yeah just too much jumping" replies kimiku nervously.
A month later kimiku found out she is carrying miku's child she calls miku but they are on tour so she leaves a message"miku i have something to tell you its kinda important" later that night her phone rings "hello?" asks kimiku softly "hey cuppycake its me so you have something to tell me what is it?" asks miku excitedly "well erm im carrying your child and im scared" kimiku cries "really really wowies erm ill try get home as soon as i can but its a tour so you know it may be hard but i love you i cant wait until i get home i miss you" screams miku
months later aki and takuya get married in the sweetest ceromony and aki is carrying takuya's child, miku and kanon decide to decorate a room for kimiku and miku" child
kimiku gives birth to a baby boy to which teruki named him kyoji so it stuck kimiku got really sick after the birth of the child and nearly lose her life miku and kimiku wait until kyoji is a year old before they get married.

Diru in love {chapter 6 end}

"Shinya, is it true what the people talk about? I mean everything about you and especially Sayuri?" asked Kyo and now the rest of the Dirus looked at him. "Yes, she is pregnant if you meant that." the little one nodded and they all smiled now. Shinyas face shined in different shades of red and he shyly looked to the ground. He noticed that Kao wasn't there and looked puzzled. As Kaoru finally came in his face was serious. "I just checked the news. There are some bad rumours going around about Sayuri. I'm not sure if it's true Shinny. But these freaky reporters go deeper into her past. We must take good care of your girl now. If thats all true I bet she tried to forget it all." He put the newspaper on the table and Shinya read the report about his girl. "They say she got raped." said Kaoru finally and sat down. Silence. "But like I said, I'm not sure.." but someone interrupted him. "It is true. It really happened." said MG. Now the boys looked at her. She joined them and drank a bit coffee from Kyo. MG asked the boys if they remembered the week as her parents got divorced and they nodded after a while. "Sayuri was only 6 years old as dad raped her. Thats why mum kicked him out. I only know about this one time." said the girl. The boys were quiet and didn't know what to say as Kyo looked at the newspaper again. "I don't think it happened only one time." he showed on a line where the rumour said it happened just some months ago. They all looked confused but then remembered the night Sayuri ran away, where Shinya picked her up the next morning. "Damn, I knew something was wrong. She looked right through me, like I wasn't there." whispered the shy one and leaned back. MG looked down, she couldn't understand how her sister held on so long. Sayuri walked in and they all were quiet now as she sat down besides Shinny. Kyo tried to let the newspaper disappear but too late. She grabbed it and looked shocked as she saw the report. The girl slowly shoke her head and looked away. It was too embarrassing and she tried to find an excuse. "Thats not true." whispered the blonde girl and stood up, about to walk away. As Shinya touched her hand she was frightened and rushed to get out of the room. "Wow, that was crazy." said Kyo, but they all deathglared at him. The manager came in with a serious face. He threw some other newspapers on the table and the boys looked through it. There were alot rumours going around about Shinny and his girl. Now everyone knew what was going on. "You should be more careful with what you say in publicy. You boys have an interview now. So hurry up."

As the boys gave the interview Sayuri sat down besides MG and looked to the ground. "I'm sorry that I never siad a word." murmured the girl and her sister took her hand to let her know it's okay. Sayuri saw in her sisters eyes she wanted to know more about it, but she couldn't stand it and again she was about just to leave. But the blackhaired held her back. As Shinya noticed her he smiled softly and she flushed.The reporter turned around and immediately knew who this girl was. Sayuri became nervous and MG let her go. "I see you later. I think I should better go home." whispered the blonde girl and left. She walked pretty fast and always looked around. Her fear grew and she only wanted to be alone. Finally home her mum wasn't there. That was at least one good thing. The girl walked over to her old room and slowly opened the door. Everything what happened as she was a little girl came back to her mind in only a few seconds. She stepped into the room, closed the door and leaned against it while she slowly slipped to the ground with tears in her eyes. It took her a few minutes until she was able to stand up. She slowly walked through the room and carefully touched the things she loved the most about 17 years ago. The girl spent more than two hours in her room, took things in her hands and tried to remember what else happened. As it knocked on the door she turned around in shock and faced Shinya. Her eyes were red from crying and he walked over to his girl. Shinny reached out his hand and carefully took a plushy away, put it on the bed and wrapped his arms around Sayuri. She moved closer and leaned her head against his shoulder. "I'm glad you are here." whispered Sayuri and the japanese kissed her head. He took her hand about to go but she sat down on the bed so he joined her. "Do you wanna talk about something, little one?" he heard her breathe hard and calmed her down with a gentle kiss. "I'm sorry that I ran away so often. I was just too scared dad would hurt or kill you. He always controlled me and whenever there was something he didn't like..." Shinya listened patient, knowing what she tried to say. Her voice was only a whisper, barely to hear. She broke and couldn't speak anymore so he took the girl in his arms to comfort her until she finally fell asleep. He layed her into the bed, covered her abit with the blanket and sneaked out of the room. He joined MG in the kitchen and drank a coffee. "She sleeps now. But I'm worried." the girl nodded and was thankful that he was there.

Even a few weeks later it was not better. Sayuri put out her mobile phone, seeked her dads number and looked at it. She thought about calling him, but was afraid of so many things. As she heard footsteps she put the phone back into her pocket and looked up. It was Toshiya. He sat down beside her and smiled. "Everything okay with you?" he asked and Sayuri smiled back. She looked back down and leaned back. "Nothing is okay. I don't know what to do. I just wanted to call my dad. The person who ruined my life." He hugged her and said she only had to hold on. If she called him he would come back. He was right, but everything scared her. The girl stood up after a while and walked away without one more word. She stepped out, sneaked into a quiet corner and typed in the phone number. "Dad, it's me." she couldn't resist. Her fear to lose her dear friends through her dad was to big. They made plans to meet in Japan. He told her that he was already there so she named a place where he could pick her up. After the call she walked back in, looked at Totchi and hugged him before she walked away with tears in her eyes. He knew something was wrong and warned his bandmates.
MG and her mum were off too their holidays in the USA so Sayuri could be alone at home with her dad. She knew it was not good, but the girl thought there was no other way to protect her friends. Sayuri arrived at home and her dad was already there. He looked very angry, about to freak out. As she opened the door he pushed her in and closed the door after he looked around that no one noticed it. He grabbed the girls arm and looked deep in her eyes. "You are MY girl, my little princess Sayuri. But you always run away, you are a bad little girl. I'll clear your mind and show you who you are destined for." He pushed the girl into her old room and grinned. It looked exactly like in his memory. Sayuri tripped and fell to the ground but her dad pulled her up and threw the girl on her bed while he ripped down her clothes. She cried and screamed but he covered her mouth with his hand while he unbuttoned his pants with the other. He raped her again, but she only looked to the side, silent tears ran down her face. Someone ran into the room and pulled the freak down from her while someone else wrapped a blanket around her body, lifted her up on his arms and brang her out of the room. It took Sayuri a few minutes until she finally realised that Shinya kneeled there in front of her. She looked at him and he wiped her tears away. "I am not going to ask you why you met him again, but promise me that you never do that again." she nodded, stood up, walked into the bathroom and locked the door. Shinya walked over to the boys and noticed that Die already called the cops. The youngest looked at his girlfriends dad, deathglared and punched him with all his strenght into the face. He freaked out and it was hard work for his bandmates to hold him back. They didn't know how strong he was. Die and Toshiya brang him into the kitchen and looked around. "Where is your girl?" asked Totchi worried and Shinny looked over to the bathroom. "I can't get in, she locked the door." now tears ran down his cheeks and he turned his back to the boys to hide it. Die put his hand on Shinyas shoulder, turned him around and hugged him so he could let his feelings out. He gave Totchi a sign to go to Sayuri. He was worried. Totchi knew that there was a second key for the bathroom and was glad as he found it. He carefully walked into the bathroom and locked the door again. The girl sat in a corner in the shower and just let the water run over her. Toshi reached out his hand, the water was cold as ice and he turned it off. The boytook a big towel, helped Sayuri up and wrapped it around her. "The water is too cold my dear. Be careful that you don't get sick." whispered Toshiya and sat the girl down on the border of the bathtub. He kneeled down and faced her but she looked away in shame. Maybe five minutes passed until she said something. "I need some clothes." she stood up and walked over to her room, still deep in shock, and Totchi remembered her dad was still there. He wanted to stop her but she stood there and looked at him. He had a dirty grin on his face, ran over to his girl and pushed her hard to the ground. Again the boys had to hold him back, while Shinya picked up some clothes for his girl. The cops arrived. Kyo let them in and told what happened while Shinya looked at his girl. She didn't move and he was worried for a moment but then he heard her whisper "Bring me away from here."
They all were happy as the cops brang Sayuris dad to jail. Everyone in the room was pretty quiet and she slowly realised it was over. She carefully stroke her belly, ran over to the bathroom and vomitted. The last hours were too stressful. Shinya walked over to his girl and wrapped his arms around her. "Whenever you need someone to talk, I'm always there for you." whispered the shy japanese and kissed her forehead. He knew she needed time now, but everything would be better soon. He stroke her belly and saw her smile, the first time on this day. "I hope everything's okay with the little one." said the girl and kissed Shinnys soft lips. They both felt the butterflies and smiled.

The time flew by. Shinya and Sayuri wanted to get married very soon so they planned a very very small party only with their families and the Diru boys. It was the first time the girl met Shinyas mum after so many years. She saw Sayuri the last time before she moved away as she was a little girl and couldn't believe how beautiful she was. "Shinya, I always told you she would be the right girl for you." that was true and the japanese flushed. "Your girl has a big heart and alot love to give. She has a wonderful personality so don't let the others steal your girl." she hugged her son and he felt proud. "Thank you mum." whispered Shinya and kissed her cheek before he went back to the others.
Only a few days after the party the big day has come. The both didn't want too much attention, so again there were only their families and Shinnys bandmates. They just didn't want too much stress because Sayuri was already in the 9th month of her pregnancy. MG was totally hyper as she saw her sister. Through the whole wedding MG couldn't sit still and Kyo already had to calm her down with a gentle kiss. As the both lovers finally gave each other the 'yes' word and kissed the blackhaired girl was about to jump up. She wanted to be the first to hug her sister and giggled around. They all started to smile about MG and after one more minute that felt like hours for her Sayuri gave her a sign that she could come over to her. The little one jumped up like a hyper cat and almost ran her sister over. They chuckled about that and hugged while the rest of the people also spoke out their wishes and congratulations. Shinya kissed his girl and they both looked very happy.
Afterwards they all sat together in a beautiful and very expensive restaurant. Shinya choose only the best for his girl, knowing how much she appreciated it, even though she was happy with only little things. Sayuri carefully leaned back and smiled as she touched her ring. She was so happy that everything in her life was better now. Even the stupid reporters made a little break with spreading rumours. They all finished eating, smiled and were busy with their conversations as Sayuri became a serious face and stroke her belly. Shinya noticed it and knew what would happen. He told his mum the baby was on the way and went to the hospital with his girl. Now they all were extremely excited and they followed. "MG sit still, the baby don't comes faster only cause you want it so." laughed Kyo and made them all giggle. Shinya finally came over to the boys with a shy smile on his beautiful face. "Is Shinny jr born?" asked Die and Toshiya at the same time and Kyo replied the words Shinny jr with a big grin. Even Kaoru smiled about that name. The youngest Diru nodded happy and looked at MG and his mum. They stood up and followed him.
Sayuri looked very tired but was happy as she held the little boy in her arms. She smiled at the both woman and gave the baby to Shinyas mum. MG kissed her sister on the forehead and giggled. "The boys already gave your baby a name. They call him Shinny jr." it was too funny how they all acted. One after another could take a look at the little baby and they were all surpised by it's cuteness and looks. The boy had blue eyes but still looked japanese. Finally they all went home, only Shinya stayed a bit longer. "I love you my angel." whispered the shy japanese and kissed her gentle. This day was just perfect. Shinya felt like in a wonderful dream. He always wanted to have his own little family and now the day has come. He couldn't believe his luck and didn't stop smiling, even as he sat at home. His mum joined him and took his hands. "I'm so proud of you." said the lady to her son and hugged him. He saw how happy she was and smiled at her. She saw in her sons eyes that he was so excited that he almost passed out. She knew how that was and calmed him down. "I have to go home now but I'll always be there for you. Just call me when you need me." she kissed his forehead and walked home.

The next days were busy for the Diru boys. Sayuri would come home in a few hours and they were not completely done with the babys room. Kaoru looked at Shinya and grinned. "You didn't tell us the babys name, Shinny." he got no answer, probably cause he used the nickname that only Sayuri said. The shy one always ignored his bandmates when they said that name. He sighed and sat down. "His name is Kiyoshi." that was everything the shy japanese said. His bandmates smiled about the name, they knew how quiet Shinya was and that the baby had alot from his dad, so far they noticed it. So the name was just perfect.
Sayuri finally arrived with her little Ki on her arms. She couldn't wait to get some rest and Shinya took the baby while he kissed his wife. Kyo took a photo in the very right moment. It was a beautiful shot. As Sayuri layed the baby down in his bed she looked up to the boys and smiled. "Thank you. I'm glad to have such wonderful friends like you." she gave them all a big hug and kissed their cheeks. The girl knew everything in her life would be great from there on and so the boys thought about that too.




Written By Sayuri --> Sarah　

Diru in love {chapter 5}

The Dir En Grey tour was over pretty soon. They headed back to japan, but Shinya was deep in thought. More than usual. As Sayuri was not in the boys near he looked at Die and Toshiya. They knew what he would ask. "Have you been serious.... I mean... ummm.... the threesome with Sayuri. Did you really do it?" Shinya flushed as he said that. Toshiya now smiled and shoke his head. "No, we only teased her. She didn't want it, so we just kissed and touched her. Thats about it." the shy japanese felt better now, glad he was the only one for his girl. He hoped so. The young man had so many plans, there was too much on his mind. So many things he wanted to do together with the love of his life. Sayuri came in and smiled as she saw the boys. She sat down in a corner, away from Diru and read a book. Shinya smiled softly and had a new idea. He loved her more than everything and everyone else. "Boys, I gotta go. I have some important things to do." said the youngest and walked away. "Did you see the lovely and big smile on his face? I really wanna know what he's planning." murmured Die and looked over to Sayuri. She looked so adorable and he wanted to kiss her, but he couldn't. They all gave Shinya the promise not to touch her. "And Totchi, why did you lie about the threesome? You know that it happened." asked Die but his bandmate only grinned.
The boys were in a conversation and didn't notice that Sayuri joined them "Where did Shinny go?" asked the beautiful girl with a curious look on her face. They all shrugged. "He went away, not telling us what he was up to." the girl looked puzzled for a moment and finally smiled. She whispered that was so typical and leaned against Die. He was nervous now, not knowing what to do. The others giggled cause their bandmate had a funny look on his face and couldn't sit still. Sayuri noticed what was wrong, took his face in her hands and smiled at him. "Die, you can do everything that you would do with a good friend. Don't be so shy and put your arm around me." He nodded with a now flushed face, slung his arm around her waist and pulled her closer. It was hard for him to resist. She listened to the conversation between Kyo and Kao but it was still hard for her to understand japanese. It was so bothering and annoying. Die had an idea. He wanted to spend some time alone with the girl and knew now how to do that. "Sayuri, ummm, can I ask you something?" Die flushed a bit and they walked to another corner so the others couldn't listen in. "What is it Die?" asked the girl curious, especially cause his face was so red. "Can I draw you? I mean, ummm, you know.... nevermind." he was about to stand up but Sayuri grabbed his hand and pulled him back down. She smiled softly and said that was a nice idea. She would love it.

Later at Dies place he made everything ready for the drawing. Sayuri was not there yet but he wanted to impress her. He knew Shinya would make the next step soon so he haven't had alot time to get the girl back. As it finally knocked on the door he became nervous. Die opened and looked at Sayuri. She wore a wonderful summer dress, it was short and completely showed her cute side. The girl looked stunning and he breathed in deeply. "You look.... very.... cute.." stuttered the blackhaired while Sayuri walked in and smiled. He brang her to the living room and she grinned. She never thought Die would have such a romantic decorated room. The both looked at each other and smiled. They flushed about the fact that he would draw Sayuri. Die had so many ideas how he could draw her, but he would love to make something naughty. Or at least something where she showed more skin. The girl looked at Die with a now serious face to make him nervous. Meanwhile she put her little bagpack to the ground and faced him again. "I know how you would love to draw me but I'm not showing everything Die. So I picked some of my best things." he put everything out of the bagpack and flushed. Everything looked very sexy. He picked a black satin corsage and looke at Sayuri. "Take this here, I would love to see you in it." She nodded picked a bottom that fits and told Die to turn his back to her. He heard how the dress fell to the ground and his hands shivered. It was hard to resist not to look at her now. But he held on. "Okay, I'm done." said the girl and Die turned so fast around that he lost control and tripped over his own feet. As he fell to the ground it was very embarrassing but Sayuri giggled, reached him the hand and helped him up. He looked deep in her eyes and also took her other hand. "You are gorgeous." whispered the bad boy in her ear and she stopped breathing for a moment as she felt his breath in her neck. Die softly kissed her neck but turned around in the next moment to stop it. "Damn, that so hard to resist." whispered the gorgeous japanese and told Sayuri how he wanted to draw her. He layed her down on the sofa and helped her until it looked perfect. While he drew the girl he looked in her big blue eyes whenever the moment was perfect. The look on her face made him weak and he had to close his eyes and breathe in deeply. "Gosh," murmured Die and continued. It took him two hours to finish the draw and Sayuri was happy as she was able to move. "That was hard work not to move." giggled the girl and stood up. She gave Die a sign and he turned around. But this time he couldn't resist. He walked over to the girl and helped her to open the corsage. With a flushed face she stood there and held the corsage so it couldn't fall to the ground. "Die please, turn around." whispered Sayuri and so he did. It took her a bit longer to get dressed cause she always had an eye on the japanese, afraid he would turn around in the wrong moment but nothing happend. She looked at the draw and smiled. It was wonderful. "That impresses me now, Daisuke." said the girl and he was happy to hear her say his realy name. It gave him butterflies. He put it to the side and wrapped his arms around the girls waist. She closed her eyes in hope he only wanted to hug her but she was wrong. The girl stroke over his hands and Die kissed her neck again. He slowly moved one hand down, stroke over her leg and pulled the dress a bit up. Die couldn't control his feelings anymore and turned the girl around to face her. As their eyes met he felt the weakness, stroke her cheek with his fingertips and pulled her closer. Die leaned in for a kiss but Sayuri was too nervous and looked down to the ground, breathing hard. "We can't do that and you know it, Daisuke." she was right but he couldn't stop. "I know, you and Shinya are in a relationship, ne?" but Sayuri only looked at him. "The last time we talked about it we decided that we don't wanna be in a serious relationship now. So we are still single, somehow." damn, that was one thing she didn't wanna tell him. Die grinned now, even though they all said she is Shinyas girl they were not in a relationship now. But he remembered something that his bandmate said as he called his mum. He talked with her about a plan, mentioned roses, candles and a dinner and now he knew what Shinny was about to do. Die let the girl go for now.

After they had a nice dinner together Sayuri flushed and looked at Die. "Ummm, can I take a shower?" she shyly looked down and the japanese smiled. He touched her hand and said "Sure, beautiful angel." she nodded and walked over to the bathroom. Die noticed that she let the door open and followed her. He stepped in as he saw Sayuri standing infront of the mirror. She had a sad look on her face. Die walked over to her and just as he wanted to kiss her cheek she turned her head. Their lips touched and the beautiful japanese wrapped his arms around the girl. Now he definitely didn't want to stop anymore. So he slowly moved his hands up and stroke her arms up to the shoulders, without breaking the kiss. He wiped the straps from her dress to the side and it slipped to the ground. Just as the girl was about to break the kiss he pulled her close again and took her breath away with more passionate kisses. Sayuri had a funny feeling and couldn't resist. She removed Dies shirt and as she unbuttoned his pants he helped her to remove the rest of the clothes. Kissing passionately he brang her over to the shower and turned it on. The hot water felt great in this special moment. The japanese pressed his body against Sayuris and pinned her wrists to the wall so she couldn't move. He kissed and bit her neck up to her lips. Die wanted that girl and would do everything to be naughty with her. Just as they were about to get laid he heard someone knock on the door. He remembered that Toshiya wanted to pick the girl up to bring her home. "Thats so annoying." said Sayuri upset as Die got out of the shower. He looked at her and wanted to go back but Totchi knocked again, knowing someone was there. Die pulled on his pants, still wet and opened the door. "Come back later, I'm busy." but Totchi didn't care and stepped in. He sat down on the sofa in the living room and grinned. "I know what you were about to do. She is waiting for you in the bathroom, ne?" he giggled, looked at his bandmate and barely saw him nod. "Can I finish what we started before you bring her home?" said Die annoyed and turned around as Sayuri came in. Her hair was still wet and her dress soaked in the water that dripped down. Without saying a word Die lifted her up to his waist and walked over to the bedroom with her. "We should end what we started." said the bad boy, removed all their clothes and moved on. It was a pleasure for him to feel the girl so close again and he was happy that Toshi didn't join them this time. He wanted Sayuri all for himself. As he saw her enjoying him so much he felt the butterflies again and kissed her.
Toshi couldn't sit still as he heard the moans. So he walked to the bedroom and listened on the door. Totally hyper and giggly he was about to open the door but Die would kill him. So he walked back, chewed on his fingernails and waited until they finally came over to him. Sayuri grabbed her bagpack and looked at Toshi. "Can we go now?" said the girl with a serious face and kissed Die one last time. He had the feeling that was the last chance, pulled her close again and made out with her for some more minutes. Toshiya finally grabbed Sayuris hand and walked away with her.
Die only stood there, thought about what happened and sat down on the sofa. "Damn, what did I do?" whispered the japanese and his mind slowly cleared. He knew it was wrong but this girl made him lose his mind. He felt guilty and grabbed his mobile phone.

Shinya was just done with decorating his apartment and smiled. He did a good job, everything looke romantic and just perfect. He was sure that Sayuri was the right girl. Die called. He answered and sat down. Die told him what happened and that he was sorry. He was about to fall for Sayuri and couldn't resist but Shinya only smiled. He knew his bandmate was afraid that the girl would be the one who gets all the stress in the end but Shinny said everythings okay. They were not in a relationship right now, but they would be soon. "I don't like that thought, but none of us made something wrong. I can't be angry with you Die. But never do that again, from now on." said the blonde japanese and his bandmade promised. After some minutes they quitted the call and Shinya looked out of the window. As he saw Sayuri he was totally nervous and hyper. Totchi waved at him before he drove away. Shin opened the door and before he let Sayuri in he said, she don't needs an excuse for the things that happened with Die. He already talked with him and now the girl sighed with relief. Her eyes widened as she stepped in and saw roses and candles everywhere. Her heart beated faster now as Shinya took her hand and brang her to the kitchen. The dinner was almost done and the girl sat down on a chair. She couldn't stop smiling anymore. Shinya served the dinner and while they ate it was very quiet. None of them knew what to say at this moment. Sayuri thought it was only a nice gesture from the beautiful japanese but never thought what would happen next. After dinner Shinya stood up took Sayuris hand and kneeled down infront of her. Now her eyes widened, she felt all excited and looked at the beautiful japanese. "I know we decided not to be in a relationship, but with every day I spent more time with you I had the feeling I could never live without you anymore...." the girl tried not to cry. The japanese continued, showed her with only a few words how much he loved her. He picked up a rose and as he finally proposed he showed a beautiful silver ring. Shinny looked deep in the blue eyes, waited patient for an answer and saw the tears in Sayuris eyes. She couldn't get a word out and it was hard to move but to give him an answer she kissed him gentle and slung her arms around his neck. They stood up and smiled with flushed faces. "I love you Shinny." whispered the girl and he replied. The both stood there in silence and enjoyed the moment as long as possible. They wished the time would just stop.
It was a wonderful day for them and they knew how to make everything perfect. Kissing passionately they went to the bedroom and again Sayuris eyes widened, she was surprised about all the rose petals on the floor and the bed. "You really planned every little detail and you forgot nothing." giggled the girl and Shinya felt proud. He layed Sayuri down on the bed, they cuddled and kissed and got into it way too fast. They forgot about one important thing as they got laid, but none of them cared. This evening was just perfect and the both would never forget it.

The sisters went out for shopping. Sayuri smiled the whole time and MG was curious about what happened. "Did Die do anything, or Toshiya? Or has Kao had the nerves to ask you out?" she had thousand questions and looked at her elder sister who still smiled lovely. She slowly shoke her head and took MGs hands. "Shinya proposed to me." whispered the blonde girl and MGs eyes widened. She slung her arms around her sister, kissed her cheek and was totally excited and hyper. "Omg, he really did that? I thought he was too shy to get the words out." They celebrated it and ate lunch in a expensive restaurant. Sayuri told her sister everything what happened last night and they giggled about it. They couldn't believe this was true.
In the next two months the girls did everything together and their boys had no chance to be alone with one of them. They all sat together in a bandmeeting with the manager and Shinya always looked over to Sayuri. He noticed that she ate much more than usual, even now while she read a book she always grabbed some pieces apple. Just as Die wanted to take the last piece she slapped his hand and stole it. "Thats mine." said the girl quiet and smiled. She finally stood up and walked over to the kitchen to get more fruits. Cause the boys had no chance to eat something she gave them a bit but she took the most for herself. MG looked thoughtful at her sister and grinned. She whispered in her ear they must talk and walked out. "Did you already notice how much you eat at the moment? And that you feel sick every morning?" asked the little one and Sayuri leaned against the wall. She looked to the ground and nodded. "I think I'm pregnant. That scares me." the blonde girl had tears in her eyes and looked at her sister. She hugged her and said they should do a test to be sure about it but Sayuri shoke her head. "What else could it be? I feel that there is something." whispered the girl and walked back in after she wiped a tear away. MG giggled and looked happy but tried to be normal when the boys were around. She noticed that Shinny already had an eye on his girl and she knew he would probably find out what was wrong.

It took Sayuri one more month to decide that she wanted to tell Shinya, finally. It was warm weather outside so the girls decided to walk a bit. "MG I thought about everything. Later after the Diru concert I'll talk with Shinya and tell him that I'm pregnant." the girls didn't notice that someone listened in to their conversation. It was a reporter and now the rumours would go around. The guy walked away a little bit and took some photos from the girls before he left. He got what he wanted after he followed the girls for some months now. The sisters spent the rest of the day in a park and walked over to the concert hall in the evening. They smiled as they saw the boys and hugged them. Without one more word Sayuri sat down and started eating the snacks on the table. The look on her face was stubborn in some way, but very cute. They all looked at her and to MG. "What happend?" asked Toshiya and chuckled. But he got no answer. They had to go on stage and Shinya was worried about his girl. She avoided him more with every day. There was just something wrong and he had to figure out the problem. After the concert he looked around but Sayuri was nowhere to find. "Where is your sister, MG? I need to talk with her, she just tries to avoid me all the time." the girl smiled and showed to the next room. "She wanted to talk with you too, but is afraid of it. She tried to tell you in the last few weeks." giggled MG and Shinya walked to his girl. He took her in his arms, kissed her forehead an lifted her chin up to look in her eyes. She cried. "I'm sorry that I avoided you, darling. There's just one thing that scares me." he looked confused. The girl took his hand and slowly stroke with it over her belly to let him know what her problem was. "Are you serious?" asked the shy japanese and smiled as she nodded. He wiped her tears away and sais they would go through it together. He kissed her gentle to let her know everything was okay. The both felt great now, knowing they would be parents in a few months. Sayuri finally smiled. "But please don't tell the others." said the girl and they walked back to the Diru boys.
Already on the next day the rumours showed up about Shinya and this unknown girl. From now on the reporters all over Japan would try to find out every fact about Sayuri and Shinya was afraid it could stress her too much. Her past was very dark, they would find alot things to talk about and to spread even more rumours. It didn't take those people long to give out more facts and Sayuri was afraid they would find out what her dad did to her. There wer just so many things she never talked about but now everything she tried to forget, some things over years.... all the terrible memories came back.



Written By Sayuri --> Sarah

Diru in love {chapter 4}

While the boys practiced and did some records the girls sat on the sofa, ate some snacks and watched them while they talked about the last night. "You looked so gorgeous through the whole photoshoot. I can't wait to see the photos." said MG excited and made Sayuri flush. "Thank you. I had the feeling all of the boys were about to kiss me, even Kyo. But he was the only one who could keep it under control. Did you notice how close they all came to me?" now they grinned even more. It was too funny to see the boys in that way. MG finally said that Diru was in love. Laughter. That saying was perfect. "I really wonder what exactly the boys feel for you. I mean that between you and Shinny is something like a love-hate thingy. But what about the others?" Sayuri looked pensive. She watched the boys, thinking about MGs words. The bad boys, Toshiya and Die, they were probably just in their element, totally horny and in hope to get laid. Kaoru was the only one who tried to be calm and cared for her alot. Kyo, they knew he was just a little warumono and teased all the people around him. She was so deep in thought that she didn't notice as the boys made a break. MG giggled cause Kaoru kneeled down infront of her big sister, but no reaction came. He now smiled, looked around and saw that everyone was busy with something. "MG, be quiet and don't push me or something. I try to bring your sister back now." they chuckled and Kao leaned in for a gentle kiss. As he felt Sayuris soft lips on his own he smiled. The girl now looked at him, totally confused. He sat down on the sofa and pulled the girl on his lap. While he stroke her back they started to kiss. MG had an evil grin on her face now. She threw a pillow at the other Diurs so they could see whats going on. "KAORU!!!!!!" called Die out and made his bandmates laugh. He walked over to Sayuri and took her on his arms. "MY girl." said the gorgeous japanese smiling and walked away with her. "Hey, I can walk Die. You don't need to bring me somewhere else." She saw the giggly Toshiya following. Sayuri had an idea. "Totchi, darling, help me. I get kidnapped.... no wait... I get DIEnapped." The boys laughed so much that the tears were running. "What do you all want from my sister? I know she is stunning, but... yea.... what do you have on your dirty minds?" asked MG laughing. It was too funny how Die and Totchi just acted. None of the boys answered, Shinya only looked at her with a shy smile and she knew what he thought. Die finally sat Sayuri on a table and moved closer. He looked in her eyes and smiled like a bad boy. The manager came in, wanting to talk with Shinya, so they left the room. Die took the chance and kissed the girl passionate. He playfully licked over her lips, teasing her in every possible way. Toshiya came closer now and Sayuri smiled. "Die, you have one wish for free if you kiss Toshiya like you always kiss me." he nodded and walked over to his bandmate. Sayuri ran over to MG and they both giggled as they saw Die and Toshiya kissing. The girl took photos and as Shinya came in he couldn't stand it and laughed out loud. "Take a room you two." said the shy one and picked something up before he walked back out. "Die, she is playing with us, you know that, ne?" whispered Totchi and his bandmate nodded. "If she wants to play with us, we play with her too." They strictly walked over to the girl, grabbed her hands and walked into another room with her. "Wow, guys, you shocked me. And you look horny." Sayuri giggled about her own words, knowing what they were about to do. "Come on, if you like it, bite and kiss me. But not more." They grinned and pressed their bodys against her. Toshiya kissed her passionate and wild, while Die couldn't keep his hands back. He stroke Sayuris waist, bit her neck and stroke the straps from her top and bra to the side. They gave the girl no chance to move, made her weak with kisses and sweet things that they whispered in her ear. "I said not more than kisses..." whispered Sayuri but Die interrupted her as he stroke her waist with his fingers. She closed her eyes as his hand moved under her top. Toshiya grinned at his bandmate. "You bad boy." they giggled and moved on. Toshiya grabbed Sayuris top and pulled it away. She looked at him for a moment about to stop the boys, but he moved on with gentle kisses while he stroke her chest. She whispered they couldn't do that but they only grinned. "We can Gorgeous." was the only answer she got. Dies hands moved forward and he unbottened her pants. Totchi moved his kisses down to her neck, collarbone and further. He kneeled infront of the girl now, kissing and biting her belly while he pulled her pants down. He stood up and Die removed her shoes and pants. He looked around, saw a table and sat the girl on it. "Not here boys, please." said Sayuri but why should they care. "Wait, Die, I have an idea. There's a big bed in the next room. You know, it was a location for some photoshoots a while ago." He grinned and Toshiya picked the girls clothes up. They fastly walked to that room and locked the door. "Where did we stop?" whispered Toshiya and pushed the girl down on the bed. She looked nerous now cause they both wanted her. She crawled back and the boys layed down beside her, stroked, kissed and bit her body while they removed all the clothes. "That'll be unforgettable for us all." said Totchi and they moved on.

"Where is Sayuri?" asked Shinya as he came back to the others and looked around. "And where are Die and Toshiya? I'll kill them when they Dienapped or Totchinapped my girl." they all laughed. MG finally told him that they walked away with her about an hour ago now. The manager came in now and they were all silent. "I have to talk with Die about something, where can I find him?" Kyo opened the door and saw Die and Toshiya, both with a big grin on their faces. "What is so amusing?" asked the little one but he knew what it was as Sayuri showed up, trying to make her hair look better. "You had a threesome?" whispered Kyo confused and his eyes widened as they nodded. Sayuri walked to Shinya and sat down beside him. She said nothing and looked to the ground with a flushed face. The manager walked out with Die and Toshiya grinned much more now. "That was a wonderful experience. I would do it again. You only have to let me get close." Sayuris face flushed more and she hide it behind Shinnys back. He smelled so good and she layed her head on his lap now and closed her eyes. Shinya barely smiled and stroke her head. "Did you three get laid? Or are you faking and you only teased my sister with kisses, bites and whatever you could do?" asked MG and Toshiya sat down infront of the sofa. He took Sayuris hand and stroke it. "We teased her, like you said. Kyo was the one who said we had a threesome." he tried to find an excuse cause he saw Shinyas serious face but Die ruined everything. "Don't lie, Totchi." was the only thing Die said but it worked. As Sayuri saw Shinyas face she got up, sat down on his lap and put her hands on his cheeks. She looked deep in his eyes, kissed him gentle and whispered "I love you." in his ear. He smiled now and wrapped his arms around his girl. "I love you too. I want you to be mine." replied the shy one. They kissed in a way that made the bad boys jealous. But in the next moment Shinya remembered the threesome his bandmates talked about pushed the girl away and they started fighting. This time it was bad. They threw things, tried to get control over the other and yelled. "I HATE YOU!!!" called Shinya out and now it was silent. He saw the shocked look on Sayuris face, she cried now and ran out of the room. "W-w-wait.." said Shinya but she was already gone. He was so sorry that he said he would hate her even though it was not true. MG now stood up and said she would go to take care of her sister. "Be careful with what you say, Shinny. She'll probably run away when you always fight." Kaoru came into the room with a confused look. He didn't know that Sayuri and Shinya fought a few minutes ago. "What happened. Sayuri ran me over, crying. She just sits on a bench outside and calls someone. She speaks german so I didn't understand her." MG ran out now, afraid she could talk with their dad. But her sister was nowhere to find. So she walked back in totally worried. "I can't find her and she don't answers my calls. Mum told me today that dad is not arrested anymore. It scares me, I hope nothing happens."

They all tried to find Sayuri in the next few hours, but nothing changed. She was gone. Kaoru walked away for a moment, answering a call. As he came back he looked sad. "Sayuri just called me. She is at the airport with your dad and they fly back to Germany. The plane starts in five minutes, so we have no chance to get her back for now." Shinya slowly sat down on a bench and started to cry. They all were puzzled. He was usually the one who was able to hide all his feelings but now something changed. MG hugged him and said they would get her back. "It's not your fault my dear. I think she was on the way home as our dad grabbed her. You boys go on tour in Germany from next month on, don't forget that. I can't go with you but I'll give you all the informations you need to find her." the blonde japanese nodded and wiped away some tears before he stood up and walked home.
"Thats great, really. Damn..." called Die out and said he would go home too. So the others did the same. On the next month they were all quiet. MG hugged them all to say goodbye and gave Kyo one last deep kiss.
While they were in the plane they all joked around, trying to be in a good mood. Only Shinya was quiet. he sat there with his mp3-player and stared out of the window. His eyes looked sad and sometimes Die saw him wiping a tear away. He sat down beside his bandmate and looked at him. As the shy one turned his head to Die he looked down, took his sunglasses and put them on. He looked back out of the window, not wanting to talk now. The rest of the flight was pretty quiet, in the end it was only Kyo who was still awake. He took out a book and wrote some song ideas in it while he always had an eye on his bandmates.

It was already evening and Sayuri sat in her room on her computer. Her dad wasn't home cause he probably sat in a pub and drank some beer. But in that way the girl had some time alone, thinking about Shinya. She looked at his pictures whenever she could. Sayuri carefully stood up, her ankle was sprained from the last fight with her dad. She listened on the door in hope he wouldn't show up and slowly walked to the kitchen to get something to eat. Nothing was there. "Fine, I'm starving and this freak ate the rest. Fat ass." murmured the blonde girl and had an idea. She took her cellphone and called Kaoru. As he answered she had to break the call. "Damn, dad, why do you come home right now." she walked back into her room as fast as possible, tripped and fell to the ground. With one hand she grabbed to the door and closed it. Her ankle hurt more now and Sayuri crawled on her bed. She was scared to death as she heard how drunk the old man was. Hiding under the blanket wouldn't help, cause he already came in. He threw something on the ground and said "Eat that, you get nothing else." the girl looked at it with a serious face and thought it couldn't get better. That was one little apple. Not really much especially cause it was the first thing she ate on this day. She felt the mobile phone vibrating and knew it was Kao. She only hoped her dad wouldn't notice, but she had luck. He walked out, locked the door and walked to the living room to watch some tv. Sayuri answered the call. She told Kao he must get her out there and he heard the fear in her voice. The girl only whispered and he could barely understand what she said, but it was enough to know she wasn't okay. He tried to calm her but it didn't work. Suddenly he heard someone yelling at her, Sayuri cried and talked with someone. He heard her dad yelling and the girl screamed for help. Kaoru was nervous now, he didn't know what to do as the connection broke.
He walked to his bandmates with a serious face. "I talked with Sayuri, but her dad came in and the connection broke pretty fast. She is afraid and screamed for help. I really don't know what her dad made with her, but it sounded painful." again Shinya had tears in his eyes. But they had to go on stage. Shinya was the first, he wanted to play all his feelings and pain away. They all did a good job through the concert but Shinya passed a few times. It was one of the last songs and he was always late. It took him some minutes before he got it but he cried again. Diru loved to be on stage, but on this day they were all happy as the concert was over. After a shower and some snacks they were already on the way to the next city. MG called Kyo and gave him some information where Sayuri lives and noticed everything. As he read it over he smiled. "Hey, guys. In a half hour we arrive in Sayuris hometown. We should try to find her then. Even though her mobile phone is probably broken we must find her." Shinya looked better now. He was happy that they were in her near. His heart beated faster and his face flushed cause of the excitement.
They all were finally able to get some sleep but the night was over too fast. As the first of the boys woke up they were still sleepy. Die and Kyo walked over to Shinya and tickled him. Perfect way to get him awake. He laughed so loud that Kaoru and Toshiya woke up too with confused faces. Now pillows flew through the whole room and they all acted like little boys, forgetting everything around them. It was good for them to feel free from all problems even if it last only a few minutes. But Diru were much more relaxed afterwards. "I'm wondering why we all slept in one room." giggles Toshiya, they all shared one bed. As they arrived at the hotel late at night they wanted to talk about everything and fell asleep one after another. The boys giggled about Toshiyas comment and poked him. "We should go and see if we find your girl, Shinya." said Die. Silence. Die gave Sayuri up only that Shinya had her all alone. Now Toshiya was the next. "You are right, let's find Shin-chans girl." The bands baby smiled now and they all stood up and got ready.

It didn't take them long and they arrived at her home. As they saw someone get out, they hide behind something. It was too funny the way they acted. Like agents on a secret mission. Sayuri slowly walked out. She looked tired and hungry. Shinya was about to run over but Die stopped him in the very last second. Sayuris dad came out, drunk, yelled at her and pushed the girl hard to the ground. He told her to hurry up. Sayuri stood up, trying not to cry and walked down the street. The Diru boys followed her and as they were far enough away from her home the boys couldn't hold Shinya back. he ran to his girl and hugged her. She was so surprsied that she lost control over her knees and sank down. Shinny held her and wrapped his arms around his girl. "What are you doing here? You have to go, please. Dad will kill you...." whispered Sayuri crying but the boys didn't care. They hugged her and were in a better mood now. Happy that they found here, finally. "Come on, we go to your home now. He can't do anything, we are 6 with you and he is alone. So let's pick up your clothes and get you out of there. I see you can't stand it that long anymore." said Die and hugged her. He would love to kiss the girl, but he knew Shinya wouldn't forgive him after they all said it's his girl and not Dies. Die and Shinya took Sayuris hands and the rest walked behind them. The blonde girl stopped infront of the door. Her whole body shivered and she breathed hard. "Calm down my love." whispered the shy Diru and took her in his arms to calm her. Toshiya took the housekey and opened the door. Sayuri walked in first, slowly, afraid her dad would stand behind the door, waiting to punch her. The boys followed. The smell of alcohol was in the air everywhere. As her dad noticed that Sayuri was back he started yelling around. She walked into the living room and gave the boys a sign to walk into her room., she looked panic. But the boys didn't move. She walked to her dad. but as he saw that she didn't bring new beer he was about to freak out. "What the hell did you do the whole time? Where is my beer?" yelled the old guy and slaped her face. "Thats enough, I help her now." said Toshiya and they all walked in. now the drunk man was quiet. He knew he had no chance. Shinya helped his girl up and they all walked to her room. "Baka," whispered Sayuri and grinned about herself now. Kyo and Kaoru packed some of her clothes while Die and Toshiya had an eye on the old man. Sayuri layed down on her bed and closed her eyes. Shinya kneeled down infront of her, stroke her head and kissed her soft lips. "I love you Shinny." said the girl and they all smiled. "I love you too and I'll never leave you anymore." After she smiled a little bit her face looked serious again. "I don't feel good. I must get out of here." She stood up, took Shinyas hand and walked out with him. The boys packed the rest and as they were finally done they left. Die stopped for a moment, looked at Sayuris dad who was about to follow and beat him directly into his face with all his strength. "If I see you again, I'll call the cops and tell everything you did with our girl." he followed his bandmates, carefully stroking over his hand.

Sayuri was happy as they arrived at the tourbus. She layed down on the sitting area and relaxed. "Die, what did you say to my dad?" he said nothing and sat down beside her. There was a little bit blood on his hand and it looked swollen. "Damn, Die, what did you do? You need your hand for the concert later." she grabbed into her suitcase and picked something out to bandage the hand. He smiled like a little boy who was in love the first time. "Thank you. I know I should be more careful, but it just broke out of me and...." she interrupted him and put one finger on his lips so he had to shut up. He took the chance and kissed her finger, still smiling. Shinya came over to them and looked at Die with his serious face. He thanked Sayuri one last time, kissed her cheek and left them alone. "What happened with his hand?" asked the blonde japanese and his girl told what Die did. He only shoke his head, pulled Sayuri on his lap and stroke her cheek while he leaned in for gentle kisses. She broke the kiss and Shinya looked puzzled. "I'm hungry. Do you have something to eat? I couldn't eat alot in the last four weeks." she moved down from his lap and he nodded before he walked away. The girl layed back down on the sitting area and closed her eyes. She fell asleep. Shinya came back with some sandwiches, talking with Toshiya as they saw the girl sleep. They now whispered and sat down beside her, smiling.
In the evening, Die looked at his hand. It looked better now, but Sayuri said he should still be careful with it, so she bondaged it again, but in a way that he could play guitar without any problems. Before the boys walked out on stage Shinya gave Sayuri a deep kiss and smiled, happy that she could enjoy the concert with them. And so she did. The girl was glad that Die was such a bad ass and knocked her dad out. She was glad to have such wonderful friends who would do everything to keep her safe. Cause she still didn't feel good at all the girl leaned against a wall and slowly slipped down on the ground. The show was almost over and Kyo noticed that she felt terrible as he looked to the side of the stage and saw her sitting there with closed eyes. Her skin was pale and Kyo was worried as he saw her run away, probably to the rest rooms.
Sayuri vomitted, her belly hurt and she stroke it softly, trying not to cry. So she brushed her teeth, picked some candy out of her bag and ate it while she layed down on a sofa and closed her eyes. With one arm over her eyes and a hand on her belly she fell asleep. The concert was over and after a shower the world felt better for the boys. They sat down on the sofa and looked at Sayuri. "Shinya, she didn't look good and always stroke her belly." said Kyo finally and looked at his bandmate. Shinya kneeled down infront of her, carefully moved Sayuris hand to the side and lifted her shirt up a bit. He softly stroke over her belly and saw how much weight she lost. There were some bruises and a painful wound, still bloody in some parts. Kaoru picked out some things to clean the wound and Shinya woke Sayuri up. She wanted to go away as she saw Kaoru with all the things and was about to stand up, in panic. She was embarrassed that they all saw what happened but the shy japanese softly pulled her back. Die moved closer and the girl layed her head on his lap. He stroke her head and Shinya held her hands, knowing it would hurt. While Kaoru cleaned and bondaged the wound the girl cried the whole time. "I'm done." said the Diru finally and the girl breathed in deeply and wiped away her tears. "Never do that again." whispered Sayuri stubborn, but Kaoru knew she was truly grateful. She stood up and Die gave her a kiss on the cheek, smiling. Shinya took her hand and they walked out of the room. "Wow she deathglared at you the whole time, Kaoru." giggled Kyo but in the next moment he had a pillow in his face. "Hey, I'm innocent, why do you throw a pillow at me, Kao?" said Kyo annoyed and it happened again. But this time it was Toshiya, with an evil grin on his face. The little one knew what was going on but before he had a chance to run away they all walked over to him and punched him with pillows. Kyo giggled and laughed tears, not knowing what to do to stop that.

Glad to be alone with Shinya, Sayuri smiled a bit, still holding his hand. They sat on a bench, enjoyed the cold air and looked at each other. She saw that her love looked very shy as she smiled at him, lifted his chin up with her hand and leaned in for a sweet kiss. Shinya closed his eyes, just loved to feel her soft lips. "We have to go back now. The next city is waiting for us my love." whispered the shy japanese and kissed his girl one last time, before they walked back in. Sayuri walked over to the boys, stopped them from teasing Kyo and giggled. "Hey, thats not fair. YOu are three and Kyo is alone, there's no one fighting by his side." they all laughed and went to the tourbus, happy about the day.



Written by Sayuri --> Sarah

Diru in love {chapter 3}

"Kao, why did you join us?" asked Sayuri after some more minutes in silence. He was afraid she could freak out if he told her the truth so Kaoru had to find an excuse. "Just for fun. You are always fighting so you need a babysitter." that made her giggle, but Shinya still looked serious and stubborn. The girl saw the park and walked over to it. The lake looked beautiful in the moonlight and she sat down on a bench. The boys joined her but the silence didn't last long. Sayuri and Shinya wanted to say something at the same time, each of them wanted to be the first so they fought again. Kaoru took his bandmates hand and walked away from the girl. "Please, just stop fighting. It's so nerving." Shinya knew he was right, he didn't want to fight, it just came out of him whenever the girl looked cute or beautiful. He stood there, looking at her deep in thought. Kao knew that Shinya noticed his words even thoug he said nothing. His bandmate was deep in love, not knowing how to handle it.
Sayuri sat back down on the bench as she noticed someone coming over. It was too dark to see who it was, but she had a bad feeling. The boys were in her near, but it didn't help her, so she stood up, about to walk over to them. The stranger came closer and finally his face was clearly visible. The girl stopped and looked shocked. It was her dad. he was not drunk but she saw his mad face and it scared her. She was too afraid to move. He walked faster now, pushed his daughter to the ground and yelled at her. Shinya and Kaoru heard it and ran back. Sayuri stood up and wanted to ran over to her friends but she tripped and fell hard to the ground. She cried now, getting up again but her dad grabbed the girl and pulled her in his arms as he saw the two japanese. He could imagine that they were her friends. They didn't know what they could do, but as Shinya saw the tears and the fear in Sayuris face he freaked out. It hurt him to see her that way. He yelled at the guy and was surprised that he understood japanese. But that made it easier for him. "What the hell are you doing there? Give me my girl back or you will get trouble, thats a promise." Kao didn't know that his bandmate would ever act so tough. The young japanese came closer now and Sayuri held her hand out towards him but before she could grab his hand her dad pulled her away and pushed her to the ground again. "Stand still there." warned the old man but Shinya didn't stop. He wanted his girl back whatever it would cost. "If you don't stop I'll....." first there was nothing on his mind but now he saw the look on Shinnys face. He would probably stop if... "If you don't stop I'll hurt her." it worked. The young man didn't know what to do now, but he saw the girl slowly crawling away and grinned finally. Sayuri stood up and ran towards her boys but her dad was too fast. He brutally grabbed her waist and it broke Shinyas heart to see the pain on her face. "Let me go, daddy." whispered the girl crying but she knew that wouldn't happen. It was hard for the girl to breathe, the old guy held her with too much strength. "You knocked me out, and as I woke up you were gone with all my money. Do you know how long it took to get the money for the flight? You made me really angry and I swore I would get you back. And you..." he now looked at the boys "go away, leave us alone. I have alot to talk about with my daughter." As he took his arms away Sayuri sank to the ground and breathed in deeply before he kicked her. He warned the boys if they came closer he would kick the girl again, but he didn't noticed that she now took all her strength and ran directly into Shinyas arms. He wrapped his arms around her before she could fall. He looked angry at Sayuris dad and grinned as he saw his surprised face. He kissed her forehead and the three turned around to walk away. The girl was so scared that she extremely shivered and tripped. But he held the girl. Her dad didn't follow, he wanted to take his chance when she was alone. He couldn't do anything when there were two Dirus.

Back at Kyos place MG immediately knew what happened. Sayuri carefully sat down on the sofa and leaned back to relax. Her waist hurt, she pulled her shirt up a little bit and saw a new bruise. "Great," whispered the blonde girl and closed her eyes. Shinya sat down and cuddled up with her. "That was dad, ne?" asked MG and her sister nodded. "He pushed her to the ground and kicked her a few times." said Kaoru serious. "Shin, can you take Sayuri with you tonight? Your place is the only one our dad doesn't know." he nodded and they stood up. "Sure, and I'm not going to leave her alone anymore. Never." whispered the shy boy and they walked away without saying goodbye. Kaoru now leaned back and breathed deeply. "That was crazy. You should have seen our baby. He freaked out like never before. He would do everything for your sister, MG. But I think your dad will find her. Maybe not today, but soon." she nodded but in the next moment she leaned over to Kyo and kissed him.
Shinyas place was beautiful decorated and gave Sayuri a good feeling. He showed her around and said she could sleep in his bed, he would sleep on the ground. That made her smile a bit. "The ground is too cold and hard, we can share the bed. I'm not so fat that I need both sides of it." She layed down, fully dressed and closed her eyes. The boy joined her but he fell asleep pretty fast. Sayuri was afraid her dad would hurt him if she didn't go back, gave Shinya a kiss on his cheek and whispered "Sorry my dear, but I can't stay here. I have to go now. Hope I'll see you again someday." She left the house, walked back home and saw her dad on the half way. The girl was scared to death as he ran over to her with his mad face. Without any words he grabbed her arm and walked with her to his hotel.

As Shinya woke up the next morning he looked everywhere but the girl was gone. He called MG and the other boys, asked if she was there but nothing. On the kitchen table was a note. She wrote him why she was gone. "Damn." said the beautiful blonde japanese and went to the band practice. As the others arrived he gave the note to Kaoru. "She is so scared that she went back to her dad. I don't wanna lose her." said Shinya quiet. They all looked at him and smiled. MG came in and grinned. "I know in what hotel my dad checked in. Someone had to call the police last night cause some guests were angry. They probably heard my sister screaming for help. I hope he didn't hurt her too much. I wanted to pick her up but i have to go to work. Can..." she couldn't end her sentence as Shinya jumped up and asked where she is. "Start the practice without me. This is more important now." he walked away and the others sat down. "Great, practice without our drummer. Thats going to be funny." murmured Kyo and they all laughed. MG gave him a kiss before she also left. "Are you in a relationship now?" asked Toshiya curious and saw a little grin on Kyos face. "No, we are not." lied the little one now smiling.
As Shinya arrived he asked at the reception for the room number and went upstairs. He knocked on the door but it was silent. Upset he whispered that he was late but at the same time he heard something. The door opened a little bit and the footsteps walked away. He slowly pushed the door open and saw the chaos. Broken glass everywhere on the floor. As he walked in he saw Sayuri sitting on the sofa, wrapped into a blanket. Her eyes were red from crying, she didn't look up, afraid to see the wrong person. "Hey beautiful." said Shinya carefully and walked over a bit. She looked up but it looked like she wouldn't see him. After a moment she realized it was Shinya and slowly stood up. She let the blanket fall and walked over to him. He saw that the girl was barefoot and about to walk through the glass only to get into his arms. "Stop, wait there." He walked over and took the girl on his arms to bring her out of the destroyed room. She leaned against the wall on the corridor while Shinya tried to find her shoes. He picked all her things up and came out of the room. The girl was weak-kneed as he helped her with the shoes. "Let's go little one." said the shy boy and they went back to the other Dirus.
They were all happy to have Sayuri back. "Where is your dad?" asked Die and saw her shocked face. "Die, shut up." replied Shinny and walked to his drums. He was so angry and had to do something against those feelings. Toshiya took Sayuri in his arms, knowing that Shinya loved her, but he didn't care now. "Are you okay?" asked the blackhaired with all his charme and smiled as she nodded. He wrapped his arms around her and leaned in for a kiss. She couldn't resist. That was just one thing she really loved to do. "Totchi, can you stop that please. She is not your girl." said the youngest and looked at him with his serious face. Toshiya sighed and let her go with one last deep kiss. Sayuri sat down on the sofa while Dir En Grey practiced for the next three hours. She fell asleep even though it was so loud. After the practice Shinya the boys sat down infront of the sofa and Die stroke Sayuris cheek before he kissed her. She opened her eyes and looked puzzled. "Welcome back beautiful." whispered the smiling Die and kissed her again. "Why do you all want me?" asked the girl finally and now it was silent. They all looked at her and she smiled. "Ah ok, I see you are shy. You don't need to flush." she tried to cheer them up and it worked. But why not? They just couldn't resist her charme. "You have some interviews today, and a photoshoot. There are three kinds of shootings today. You all have to do a normal, one with some horror influences and a romantic. Thats not what you usually do so it's going to be fun. But we need at least one girl for the romantic thing." said the manager and Die smiled. "Can Sayuri do that romantic photoshoot with us?" now they all nodded, it was a nice idea. She slapped Dies back of the head and laughed as she heard an ouch from him. He rubbed his hand on his head and looked upset. "Why did you do that? I said nothing bad." asked Die and she smiled. "I'm not sure, hmm.... why don't you ask me first before you say I should help out?" now they all looked with innocent faces and smiled at her. She couldn't resist and nodded. "Okay, but we'll find something that you could do for me then." The boys hugged her thankful and the manager made a short call that they could start in one hour. Sayuri layed back on the sofa and closed her eyes. "Now let me get some rest if you don't want me to fall asleep." First they had two interviews. They went to another room so the girl could be alone for a while. The boy were in a good mood but Shinya so deep in thought that he sometimes forgot to answer questions. It was always one of the others who had to poke him so he came out of his thoughts for a moment. The interviews were done after an hour and they walked back to the girl. "Okay, I bring you to the photoshoot location now. Sayuri is already there, MG picked her up a half hour ago."

The first location for the horror shoot was an old depot. It already looked kind of crazy as they came in. "Come on boys, we have to get you ready." the clothes looked great, all in black with alot crazy little accesoires. "I love this clothes. I love this photoshoot." grinned Kyo and the others smiled at him. Through the whole shoot Kyo felt great. He was in his element. Afterwards in the same location they made another shoot. It was for the more normal and mature photos. But they all couldn't wait to do the romantic stuff. They hated their manager for that but at the same time it would be a nice experience. "Okay, only one shoot left for today. Let's go." said the Diru manager finally and they were all bouncy. They arrived at the private villa from their manager and looked surprised. "What are we doing here?" asked Kaoru and the manager told them he had some perfect rooms for the shoot. They were already decorated and Sayuri waited for the boys.
"Sayuri you look stunning." said MG excited as she looked at her sister. She was dressed in a beautiful black corsage and a skirt. But that was only one thing. She would have to change the clothes later. Her long blonde hair got some black strands. It made her look more exciting. As the boys walked in their mouths stood open. "Thats not our Sayuri." said Die grinning and hugged her. She flushed cause they still looked at her. "Who's the first to go?" asked Shinya finally. The shortest was first. They took some photos where Sayuri and Kyo cuddled infront of a fireplace and looked deep in the eyes while he stroke her cheek. For one last shot he softly kissed her forehead and let it look like they were a couple. Now Kaoru was next. Sayuri had to change her clothes and wore an amazing little black dress. Kaoru took her in his arms and just slowly danced around with her. They all were totally excited, everyone wanted to be the next. Shinya was the only one who was calm and deathglared all the time so the people thought he would hate the girl. It was Toshiyas turn now. Again the girl had to wear other clothes but she smiled about that fact. It was another black dress, but it was shorter with a low-cute neckline. As Toshiya took her hand the shoot began. He walked with her over to the bed and they cuddled up, smiling. He wanted to kiss her, but could resist in the very last moment. They were pretty close and it was a perfect picture of a lovely couple. In his eyes the shoot was over way too fast. Die was next but first they made a little break. "I'm soooo tired." whispered Sayuri. The shoots with the first three took them 3 hours. And it would be almost three more hours. Die watched her while she got ready for the shoot with him. He picked her clothes. The outfit was pretty sexy, a short skirt with some chains on it and a tank top. It suited her well. He saw a bruise on her waist and took some makeup to let it disappear. "Oh, thank you. I almost forgot about that." said Sayuri quiet and Die smiled. "No problem. Come on let's go." He took her hand and walked over to the bedroom with her. Die pulled her close, leaned her head a little bit back and kissed her neck. The photographer smiled about that. It was so typical for Die to do that. His bad boy image was perfect. He grinned and started to play with her. She smiled as he bit her neck and looked all excited. Finally it was Shinyas turn. The girl wore a cute panty now with a tank top. Around her waist was a chain and some other accesoires made the outfit perfect. Shinya hugged her and as their eyes met they kissed and didn't stope for the whole shooting. They almost forgot they weren't alone, he stroke her waist and pulled the tank top a little bit up to feel her soft skin. The both smiled at each other, looked playfully to the photographer and kissed passionate. As the shooting was over Sayuri sat down on the bed to relax a moment.

They were all happy as the photographer and everyone else left the house. The manager lived pretty far away from the Diru boys so they stayed there over night. Shinya and Sayuri shared one bed. She pulled away her clothes and crawled under the blanket, only in her underwear. They cuddled up and kissed. "Were did we stop?" whispered the shy boy and saw his girl smiling. She stroke his waist and moved her kisses to his neck. They couldn't hate each other anymore and got into it pretty fast. Shinya felt that both wanted more. Much more than just kisses and crawled on top of Sayuri. He kissed and stroke her body, giving her good feelings. It didn't take them long and they removed the rest of their clothes, ready to get laid. He remembered that it would be her first time and was careful with every touch, every kiss and every move. "If there's something you don't like or if I hurt you let me know and I stop." whispered Shinya and she nodded. They felt great beeing so close, wanting their 'love' so much more and never let it stop. The shy boy smiled as he heard her moan, softly bit her lip and moved his kisses down to her neck. Sayuri stroke his back and closed her eyes to enjoy the moment. It was hard for them both to be quiet, they killed their moans with passionate kisses but they giggled as it didn't work anymore. It took them pretty long to come to an end, it was so wonderful and Sayuri couldn't believe that it just happened. She didn't know how wonderful that could be. "Are you okay?" asked Shinya. To give him an answer she kissed him gentle, giving him butterflies in his belly. "I'm fine, let's sleep a little bit now." he took the girl in his arms and soon both fell asleep.
In the next morning Shinya was the first who woke up. He got dressed and walked out of the room, smiling. He saw the others in the kitchen. MG was awake too. "What happened last night? I heard dirty noises." giggled Toshiya and now everyone looked confused to their youngest member. But as per ususal he ignored that comment and made breakfast for Sayuri and himself. He walked back to the bedroom with it. "What noises?" asked MG finally and looked at Totchi. He grinned and flushed. "As I woke up last night I walked a little bit around and heard them. Thats everything." The darkhaired girl stood up with a smile on her face. She couldn't believe it. "My sister? With the shy Shinny? I thought they both would never do that." now they all laughed and nodded. The manager walked in and saw them all giggle and laugh. "Whats so funny?" but he got no answer, they only shoke their heads to say it was nothing.
Sayuri woke up as the beautiful blonde drummer walked in with the breakfast. She smiled sleepy and got up while she wrapped the blanket around her body. They enjoyed the food in silence, always flushing when their eyes met or their hands touched.
"At the moment they are peaceful but I bet they'll fight again." said Die grinning. They all knew he was right. They were wondering how long it would be that way. "Thats funny, somehow. Just imagine them fighting again and again, but in the end they always get laid." that was so typical for Die to say something like that and he didn't notice that the manager was still in the same room. He was surprised now. The boys poked Die hard, he had to shut up. "I really hope for you guys that this was only a joke." the manager left and walked over to the bedroom where Shin and Sayuri just were. "Die you IDIOT!" called Kyo out and picked out his mobile phone. he gave his bandmate a call that the manager was on the way. "Get dressed little one, hurry." the girl did what he said and they were just done as the guy walked in. Everything looked normal, they just had a conversation and laughed but were quiet as the door opened. Shinya asked if everything was okay and the manager nodded before he walked back. They breathed in deeply and laughed. "Omg, did you see his face? He thought we would do something else, but we only sat here and talked. That was perfect as we deathglared at him." After some minutes the both joined the others and winked at Kyo to say thank you. "Let's go, guys." said Shinya and they all went to the studio to do some records.


Written by Sayuri --> Sarah

Diru in love {chapter 2}

In the morning MG came home with Kyo, both smiling. She walked into Sayuris room but she was not there. Then she walked over to her mums bedroom and quietly opened the door. As the girl saw her sister laying in one bed with Die and Toshiya, all completely dressed and sleeping she had problems to laugh quiet. It was too adorable. Kyo came over about to say something and smiled as he came in. "They are so adorable when they lay there all cuddled up with my sister." whispered MG and took some photos. Suddenly Die looked up and grinned at her. He carefuyll pulled Sayuri closer and stroke her waist to provocate MG. But before she could do anything Kyo took her hand and walked out. He closed the door so she couldn't see what probably happened. "Die is not that bad. He's not going to sleep with her now, especially not as long as Totchi is in the same bed." he was right and the darkhaired girl calmed down. "I have to buy some food, do you wanna join or wait here with the others, so you can have an eye on them?" said MG and Kyo grinned. He wanted to wait cause he was just too curious what happens next. His best friend left the house and Die came out of the bedroom with Toshiya. They waved at each other and smiled. "Hey little one, do you want something from my girl or why are you here?" asked Die playfully and Kyo laughed. "Your girl, Die? Forget it. She is mine!" said Toshiya laughing to make it more funny. Now they looked at the short blonde japanese in hope he would say something funny or confusing but nothing came. He only looked at them and shoke his head. After a while Sayuri came out of the bedroom, totally sleepy and looked extremely beautiful. "Are you in a relationship with MG now, Kyo?" asked Totchi finally and barely noticed that he whispered "No, not yet. It was only a kiss." He couldn't get his eyes away from the blonde girl, the way she walked and her smile.... "Stunning." whispered Kyo, not able to look away. Die and Toshiya now laughed as they noticed that. Sayuri came over and gave Kyo a hug to say hello. "I'm starving." said the girl and Totchi jumped up to make some breakfast. Die joined him and they secretly talked about Kyo and Sayuri, what could happen when they were alone. Sayuri walked over to the window and looked at the weather. It was rainy and cold. Kyo joined her, smiled and looked in her eyes. "Omg, Totchi, look at our Warumono. The way he looks at her." they grinned, trying not to laugh out loud. Sayuri walked back to the sofa and sat down. Again the little one followed her and his smile grew wider. "Can I try something? It's nothing serious, I only wanna know if it's true." whispered Kyo in her ear and she nodded. "Sure.." said the girl but he interrupted her with a deep kiss. Now his bandmates couldn't stand it anymore and laughed tears. They couldn't believe what they just saw. They kissed passionate but Sayuri broke the kiss after a moment to catch some breath. "Wow, what was that?" asked the girl confused, MG on her mind. "Like I said, I only wanted to try something. But I was wrong. You are definitely a good kisser, girl." Now flushed he walked over to his bandmates. They still laughed and Kyo continued cooking the breakfast. Die joined Sayuri with a smile, acting like a good boy. "Can I talk with you, I mean, alone?" asked the blackhaired with his cutest smile and walked with her into the bedroom. While Die watched her the girl walked around, seeking something She finally picked up a soothing ointment and pulled away her shirt. The boy breathed deeply as he saw all the bruises. He helped her to cover everything with the ointment and she finally pulled her shirt back on. "Thank you Die." whispered the girl and looked deep in his eyes to tease him again. She loved all the attention, knowing it was too easy to tease the Diru boys with her charme. He wrapped his arms around her and softly pushed her against the wall. The boy pressed his body against the girl, stroke her waist with his fingers, knowing she liked it, and leaned in for a kiss. First it was a gentle kiss, but he felt his bad boy feelings coming back and kissed her more lustful and passionate. DIe knew she was playing with him and pinned her wrists against the wall. He bit her neck hard, hearing light moans and teased her with his touch. In this moment Totchi came in. Die grinned at him to tell him he could join them. So he pulled Sayuri away from the wall and Totchi pulled her closer. He stood behind the girl, softly stroke her waist with his fingers, licked and bit her neck. They were all so close that every little move felt exciting. "She loves to play with us," whispered Die. "Than let's play, my dear." said Toshiya and bit her neck hard. The girl moaned and closed her eyes while Die bit on her lip. He kissed her deeply to take her breath away. The boys were all in action, letting their wild side out. Sayuri smiled as she felt how horny they were and knew she would break that all again to tease them. She grabbed Totchis crotch and heard a moan. He turned her head a little bit around and took her breath away with wonderful kisses. She slowly turned around to face him and the boys pressed their bodys against her again. She felt Dies hands moving forward. Totchis eyes widened for a moment and he looked at Die cause he accidentally stroke over his crotch. But he wasn't sorry for that. It just turned them much more on. Sayuri took the chance and tried to hide away but they saw it comming, grabbed her hands and pulled her down on the bed. "Now you got me." said the girl chuckling. "You are always teasing us. Now it's our part to tease you my love." whispered Toshiya in her ear and made her shudder for a moment. They layed down besides the girl, stroke her belly and waist while they kissed her body softly. "Awwww come on boys, you tease me with that. It feels so good, but I can't move as long as you pin me on the bed." they laughed cause their plan worked. While Totchi kissed her, Die moved down, stroke her waist with his fingers, pulled her pants a little bit down and kissed her there. The boys grinned as they heard a moan and now it was Totchi who kissed her waist and belly. He slowly moved up, kissing her body, and pulled her shirt up with his soft hands. They heard her whisper something, but couldn't understand it, she was way too excited. As the boys didn't pay enough attention, Sayuri jumped up and looked at the boys surprised faces. "Come on baby, let's finish what we started." begged Die but she only smiled. "You are still two, so there's enough you both could do. I would watch you but I think I would get horny seeing you kiss." that was the part they did what she said before she could open the door and Sayuri wasn't able to look away while the boys kissed. They finally stood up and pulled her back into the bed about to get laid. But Kyo came in, warning them that MG would come in every second. They heard her calling out "Hello, I'm back." and had to stop. "Damn, I'm so horny now." said Die and Totchi nodded. "I know how you feel right now, so why do we care about what the little sister could say." he leaned in and kissed Sayuri, blowing her mind away and his bandmate joined.


Kyo walked back to the kitchen, laughing with a flushed face. "Hey, where is my sister?" asked the beautiful girl and Kyo flushed again. "She, Die and Totchi, ummm yea..... you know... the boys wanna show her their bad boy side." MGs mouth stood open. "I'm not going to let them do it. The first time should be something special and..." but now the blonde singer laughed and interrupeted her. "I think this is something special. Somehow." he couldn't hold his tears back from laughing and MG stormed into the bedroom with a flushed face as she saw the boys teasing her sister. "Okay, guys, you had enough fun for today. Let my sister go instead of making her hot." with these words she took Sayuris hand and pulled her out of the bed. The girls walked out laughing. As they sat in the kitchen, eating breakfast MG finally asked if Kyo really kissed her like he mentioned before. He wanted to see how good she was. Sayuri nodded and MG poked Kyo in his side with a serious face.


The next few days were over pretty fast. On this sunny day Dir en Grey had practice. The girls joined them and MG noticed Shinyas flushed face whenever he looked over to them. "The way Shinya looks at me, I'm not sure but he always deathglares. I think he hates me. Maybe he thinks I'm just another girl who plays with boys feelings." whispered Sayuri to her sister and she just had the same thought. As Diru finally finished practice MG walked over to Kyo. She had to go now so she said goodbye to everyone with a hug. "Hey, Kyo, look at Sayuri and Shinya. They always deathglare at each other. Come on, let's tease them." said Die grinning and he nodded. Shinya just stood up and the boys took the chance to push the girl in his arms. They both flushed and walked to different places in the room, not wanting that to happen again. "Why are you doing that? She already hates me so you don't need to blame me." said Shinya serious but his bandmates laughed. They knew it better now. The both didn't hate each other, they only thought the other person wouldn't like them. One more reason for Die and Kyo to tease the youngest. As they were alone Die smiled. "They are in love, not knowing the other one has the same feelings. That's goin to be funny for us. I'm not telling them. They should figure it out with some help." that was a good idea and the extreme teasing began.
After some days the both 'lovers' were totally upset cause of all the teasing. They deathglared much more than before and sighed as Die and Kyo walked in. Sayuri walked into another room and leaned back on a sofa to relax. Soon she heard someone come in. It was the shy japanese. He was about to leave the room as Die pushed him back in, directly besides the girl on the sofa. Silence. Deathglaring at each other. Die walked back out and locked the door. He headed over to an interview and would say Shinya is not in a good mood today. "Great, this day can't be more worse." said the drummer quiet and Sayuri punshed him with a pillow. He looked surprised, grabbed another pillow and they fought. But instead of laughing they yelled at each other to stop that shit. "Why do you hate me so much?" asked the both upset and sat back down on the sofa with serious faces. The first fight was over but the next would come. Shinya tried to avoid the girl but that wasn't possible. He watched her walking up and down in the room, it made him go crazy. She was so beautiful, his thoughts drifted away and he imagined how they kissed. But at the same time he wanted to freak out cause she made him nervous with her walking. He couldn't hold it back, jumped up and again they yelled and pushed each other away. The next two hours they didn't stop yelling and fighting.
Die and Kyo came back from the interview and heard them both. They were already about to lose their voices from screaming and yelling. He unlocked the door and they were silent. Sayuri stormed out of the room and kicked the boys out of her way. Shinya breathed in deeply and sat down for a moment. "Never do that again, Die. Someday we will kill each other." now he grinned about his last words. The beautiful shy japanese felt so stupid. He walked away with his bandmates and tried to ignore them for the rest of the day.


In the evening the boys met at Kyos place. Shinya was the last who showed up. He was glad that the girls wasn't there and relaxed. No teasing from the others. But soon MG walked in with Sayuri. "Hey boys." said MG and hugged them all while Sayuri looked sad to the ground. Shinya wasn't sure anymore if he acted the right way. He stood up to head over to another room but he tripped over his feet as Die teased him and he bumped into the girl. They fell to the ground and he flushed cause he layed on top of her. Their eyes met but none of them saw hate in the others eyes. "Oh, ummm, sorry..." said Shinya and stood up while he shyly looked to the ground with his cute smile. He helped Sayuri up and again their eyes met. Now she smiled too and said everything was fine, but they soon started again with a new fight. "Omg, what did you boys do that they hate and love each other so much?" asked MG confused about the situation. She laughed as the both broke the fight for a moment. Sayuri took Shinyas hand and pulled him to the swimmingpool. Now everyone laughed tears, they knew what would happen but before Sayuri could kick him in Die and Kyo ran over and pushed them both. They yelped as they fell into the pool and deathglared at each other. "Gosh, you look so gorgeous." thought the girl as she saw the wet Shinya. Now he was the one who started a new fight, he couldn't stand it when she looked at him in a cute way. "She is so beautiful right now." whispered the shy boy and grabbed her wrists to stop the fight. Slowly he pulled her closer and wrapped her arms around his waist. Then he moved his hands on her waist, stroke it with his fingers and looked deep in her eyes. They smiled and flushed, forgetting everything around them. Shinya stroke her cheek and smiled again. He moved his hand to her neck, carefully pulled her closer and whispered "I'm addicted to you. We hate and love us. I wanna kiss those soft lips..." these were the last words before their lips touched. He kissed her gentle, pulled her closer again and wrapped his arms around the girl. Sayuri stroke his waist, not wanting to stop that wonderful moment. As they leaned in for passionate kisses Die interrupted them grinning. "Hey, can I watch you when you get laid in the pool? Or can I join you then?" They all laughed out loud, but he ruined this wonderful moment and they got out of the cold water. MG gave them some towels and saw that they deathglared at each other again. "Your love-hate thingy is really confusing." said the darkhaired girl and walked back in with them all.
Shinya took Sayuris hand and walked with her in another room. "Give me your wet clothes. I don't want you to get sick or something." she looked confused and watched him getting undressed. Now he stood there, only in his boxers and smiled shy. He put his clothes into the clothes dryer and waited patient. The girl turned her back to him and slowly got undressed. Shinya looked away as she put her clothes to his and flushed. "It's so cold here." whispered the girl and shivered with cold. He took all his courage and took her in his arms while they waited for their clothes to get dry. Sayuri leaned her head on his shoulder and wrapped her arms around him. Shinya was excited and felt the butterflies in his belly. He kissed Sayuris head and closed his eyes, enjoying the moment. "Shinny?" whispered the gorgeous girl and he looked at her. "Yes?" he replied, not sure what to say about this cute nickname."I like you. You are so different. The others act like bad boys to get me, but you..... I just like you." he smiled and gave her a gentle kiss to let her know he liked her too. A few minutes later the clothes were finally dry. They got dressed and walked back to the others, smiling. "Where have you been so long?" asked Kaoru curious but they ignored him. Die grabbed Sayuris hand and pulled her on his lap. He faced her, grabbed her ass and pulled the girl closer. The blackhaired saw Shinyas jealous face and wanted to tease him again. "Let me go, Die." said the girl serious but he knew her weakness. "Now, Shinya, I'll show you how to break every girls will." he pulled Sayuris head to the side and bit her neck hard. He could barely hear a moan and kissed her neck. He moved his kisses up and slipped his tongue between her lips. Playfully they kissed but Sayuri broke it after a moment. "Damn, Die, what are you doing?" her voice was only a whisper. He showed his evil grin now and Toshiya laughed. "DIe can I join you, it's getting hot in her." Sayuri stood up as Die talked with Totchi about it and walked over to Shinya. But Toshiya stood in her way now. "Stop, beautiful." said the bassist and pulled her in his arms. "Come on Die, let's get her high." no one would have to say something like that twice and he pressed his body against her back while Toshiya came closer from ahead. The girl looked at Shinny and saw his upset face. He plopped on a chair and played the stubborn little boy. As the two bad boys kissed Sayuri and teased her Kyo grinned. "Thats so hot when you do it." MG moved on his lap and kissed the little one to get his eyes away from her sister. He relaxed and enjoyed the girl with his cutest smile. Kaoru walked over to Shinya and sat down. "HEy, if you love the girl you should start to fight for her and not with her. Die and Toshiya will never stop as long as she is not in a relationship." "I know." replied the upset Shinny and looked at Die. "I don't know how I can stop them now. She enjoys the kisses and everything and....." his eyes widened. Kaoru turned around and saw how the both touched the girl now. It was really eroticizing. He turned back around to face Shinya. "Omg, we really have to stop them. I see you are horny Shin." he flushed and shoke his head. "I'm not, Kaoru, you are." but he only laughed. He told him that Die and Toshiya would do everything to get a virgin like Sayuri and Shinya looked to the ground. "You should take the chance. She never really learned to love and you see that all scares her even though she tries to enjoy. This girl doesn't know how it is to be loved by a man and she tries to get all the attention like you can see. So show her what real love is and stop our two stupid badasses. Just go for a walk with her for now. She has to calm down." Shinya nodded and stood up. Die was about to grab into the girls pant while Totchi bit her again. He also moved his hands down but Shinya took the girls hand and pulled her away from them. "She is my girl, keep your hands away from her." with these words he walked out with his 'love' and smiled about himself.
The Diru boys looked confused. "Was that really OUR Shin-chan? I don't know him that way." said Die with a puzzled face. It took them a few minutes to get it out of their minds and they started some nice conversations again. MG got a phonecall and walked out of the room. As she came back, her face was serious. Kyo walked over to her and asked what happened but first she gave no answer. "Mum called. She said that dad is in Japan, seeking for my sister. He wants her back, no matter what he has to do for it. She will collapse when he shows up. Or maybe run away again in fear." Kaoru stood up and smiled for a moment. "I follow Shin and Sayuri. So they are not alone." he walked out and found them pretty fast. They looked surprised but Kaorus presence was okay for them but it was silent. After some moments, whatever happened with the 'lovers', they started fighting. More than before. The band leader saw all the hatred in their eyes and stopped them. "What are you doing? Damn, I thought you'd like each other, but why do you fight?" instead of an answer they ignored him and deathglared. For the next two hours they said nothing anymore.

WRITTEN BY SAYURI/SARAH